Cauterize - Something Beautiful
Faded,
Away like the color in a blue sky
At the end of the day
Night falls, and the search begins
For something, something better than this
Scream or a cry the truth or a lie
I'm not sure they will save us this time
I don't wanna be around
When it all comes down to watch something beautiful die
You said the only way is to run away
You're sick of me so you just can't
Stick around to hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
I just cant stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you
Helpless cus my hands are tied
Eyelids pinned back so they're opened wide
In a theater, all alone
In the front row, to watch something beautiful die
Scream or a cry the truth or a lie
I'm not sure they will save us this time
I don't wanna be around
When it all comes down to watch something beautiful die
You say the only way is to run away
Sick of me so you just cant stick around
To hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
Just can't stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you
What happened to
The things that we used to do
You said its all the same
And that you needed a change
You left without good-bye
And now I'm wonderin why
I don't think I wanna know
All the things he does better
How the past just doesn't matter
You left me once, this time will be the last time
You say the only way is to run away
Sick of me so you just cant stick aournd
To hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
Just can't stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you
Look for the feeling that we lost
Where'd you have it last
Maybe if we retrace our steps
But we can't find the path
That led us here to where we stand
Face to face to watch this bitter end
Now something beautiful is dead
I, have animals in my room.
Three rabbits to be exact..
Well, my dream since I was seven to have a dog living in my room hasn't come true yet but I guess this's as close as it gets...
lol!
Put the bunnys there to keep the people away from them..
The noisy, I-make-many-sudden-movements-that'll-scare-rabbits people...
Aka my cousins..
Hahaha..
Now my room's impassable..
I can't get to my bed..
Whahahha..
Dunno how I'm gonna sleep tonight..
Maybe I'll do the sleeping bag thing and sleep on the floor or something..
-Shrugs-
Hahaha..
It's fun having furry things watch you when you sleep...
Then again.. It's freaky..
Whahahahha
I miss Oats and Barley..
:(
Turns out we're not gonna see them as soon as we think..
-Sighs-
Oh well..
Anywaies, I think I'm supposed to say 'Happy New Year' to everyone right?
And wish that their lives all go uphill from this moment on..
New Year's Resolutions??
-Basketball more
-Play Silo properly
-That I get into Tp or Sp or some jc that I don't mind
-That I get into the Vet Science/Science courses
-2005 edition Converse bball.. (hahah.. kidding)
Hang on, these aren't resolutions are they???
>_<"
Meet the Fockers is funny..
:))
Go watch it!
-Shivers-
I don't know why I'm so cold...
Damn..
Shivering...
And the fan's not on..
0_0!
Sore throat...
Arrgh!
I'm totally hooked onto Slayer..
My cousin is so dead..
Mum'll kill him for getting me hooked onto loud, bang-y anti-christ stuff..
Hahahaha..
You should see them play..
Wow.
Normal punk rock music still gives me its kicks..
But Slayer music rockes the world!!
Slayer - Criminally Insane
Night will come and I will follow
For my victims, No tomorrow
Make it fast, Your time of sorrow
On his trail, I'll make you follow
Quarters for the criminally insane
The sentence read for life I must remain
The path I chose has led me to my grave
To try again I'd have no other way
Quarters for the criminally insane
Escape for me has fast become a game
Soon to be, I'll leave without a trace
Endangered species end the human race
Branded in pain
Marked criminally insane
Locked away and kept restrained
Disapprobation, but what have I done
I have yet only just begun
To take your fuckin' lives!
Night will come and I will follow
For my victims, No tomorrow
Make it fast, Your time of sorrow
On his trail, I'll make you follow
Hello
Yday was fun..
Coca-ing...
:)
We ate A LOT!
Hahaha..
I had ice cream yet again...
Kiat & Ant got us all cool stuffs..
Lena gota cool new Power Guitar..
Whahahhaa!
It was fun at the table..
Sze, Lena, Kiat, Ant, Yvette and me..
:))
Stupid Ant kept making me laugh..
Almost choaked on a lot of things..
lol!
Then we went walking..
Around Taka to Heeren..
We went our separate ways there cos we had to go places..
Yupyup..
Then came home..
Didn't eat much during dinner last night..
Too much fishballs..
Whahahaha..
Arrgh..
Stomachache now..
Fever last night..
I ate too much chocolate..
:(
-Nods-
I got a bit of There She Goes but I can't quite figure out the rest..
Shall go practice now.
I'm so bored I'm not gonna update.
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I'm bored.
Lil Landy's eye is still red...
Heartache..
Just gave them some apples..
Looking forward to tmr..
My hand's sticky.. :(
You can't get sick from ice cream.
Landy gave me the fright of my life..
Something spooked her and she panicked...
I don't know how but she got her head stuck in the playpen..
She kicked and struggled..
And she screamed..
It was so scary.
God, I'm crying again..
Then she stopped moving, stopped breathing..
I tried to pull the bars open but she didn't move.
And then she stopped moving altogether..
She didn't breathe.
Her whole body went limp.
I thought she was dead
Still couldn't get her out.
Kept calling her but she didn't respond
Her eyes were closed and her nose stopped moving
Her body went limp
And when I touched her, she just didn't move
You have no idea how terrified I was
Used my knee to push her body further up the bars..
Managed to pry it open..
She still wasn't moving
I have never been so scared in my entire life
Saw her nose twitch and she managed to pull herselfout of the bars..
I collasped on the floor and just cried and cried.
It was so scary
I think she's okay now.
She's eating and all...
Gave Lyn quite a shock too when I called her..
Was just a nervous crying wreck.
I never cried so hard and long before.
She really freaked me.
-Sighs-
I was so afraid that I lost her..
I don't know what I'd do if I actually did.
She's twitching her neck funny now..
Poor girl.
Good morning... Or afternoon..
See, I slept late and just woke up so I'm not too sure what time it is...
Hee..
AWESOME NEWS!
We're gonna see Oats & Barley soon!
When my mum told me I almost cried...
Miss them so much..
-Sighs-
Yaay!
I'll get to hug my furry little sweetie once more!!!!
-Grins-
I swear couldn't be happier!
:)) !
I shall bomber man the rest of the day away...
Lyn was supposed to come and rediscover the wonders of bomber man with me today but I guess something came up on the other side..
-Shrugs-
I need to excercise...
I'm getting fat from all the ice cream..
Broke the toilet seat cover the other day...
Dad laughed..
Hahahaaa
See, I am getting fat..
Oats & Barley!
Lena: Buy a guitar!!!!
Rebby: How can you get sick on ice cream?!?! You sure are weird.. Hahahaha...
Shroomster: Hahaha.. I was like half bored to death... Believe me, I would've joined you if I could..
Kiat: Sze said she'd try to go.. Maybe we beg the aunties(feli's sis and mum)?
Today's Ryan's day..
Happy bday bro..
Remember what I got u last yr?
-Grins-
Hope you're still using it..
lol!
Anyway, it's yet another dull boring day for me..
At least I have Ben & Jerry's for comfort...
-Evil grin-
Looking forward to Wed though..
Mum let me out..
:))
Hopefully the whole gang can make it..
That'll be fantastic.
-Nods-
My aunt gave us a cordless mouse and keyboard..
It doesn't work very well though..
I like this song...
Makes a lot of sense..
Somehow
I'm holdin' on
Waiting for your call
It's simple but I can't explain this
I'm sinking down
I'm fallin' off I don't know why
I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day, another perfect day
I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day, another perfect day
So I might try to leave it all behind
I'll say goodbye
'Cause nothing good can last
You wear and fade you're no where fast
But today
I don't know how
To keep it all inside
But I guess I'll let it slide
I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day, another perfect day
I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day, another perfect day
Today, I don't know why
I thought that it was real
But I guess it's no big deal
I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day, another perfect day
I still believe it when you say
It's another perfect day, another perfect day
I don't know how
I don't know how
I don't know how, to let it slide...
It's Christmas Day..
I don't see what the big deal is somehow..
Actually, I realise that I have yet to wish anyone 'Merry Christmas'...
No, seriously..
I haven't.
-Shrugs-
Last night was a drag..
Dead.
Besides the fact that my cousin got me hooked onto Slayer and death metal and trash metal too..
Hee..
It's quite meaningful if you go analyse it..
Woke late today..
Haven't done crap since..
How come Christmas this year stinks so bad?
It never seemed this bad before.
I don't understand what's going on.
I'm supposed to enjoy myself.
Right.
I'll go print more chords now.
Here. A little sympathy for you to waste on me. I know you're faking it but that's okay and I don't want to drag it out, don't want to bring you down. I never wanted it to end this way
Okay
When Adeline walked into the house with a tub of Ben & Jerry's Chocolate Fudge Brownie, she became my favourtie HRSS member.
I went like, omg, Ben & Jerry's?
And she said, 'Yup, have you tried it before? It's my favourite brand.'
Waaaaah!
So this morning, was Ben & Jerry's Chocolate Fudge Brownie morning.
Mmm-mmm..
All the sad pathetic people who declined my invatation to come over, I PITY you!
That was the best lonely-watching-OC-morning I've had so far!
-Grins-
Pizza last night was great and then I chatted with Sze for a few hours..
Man it's been such a long time since I've seen the gang..
Jammed Twinkle Twinkle Little Star with Sze on the piano over the phone!
-Grins-
Miss doing crappy stuff like that...
-Smiles sadly-
She was watching Bambi..
Miss that show too..
Thumper's cute!
Chatted with Chief quite a bit yday too..
We're both in deep deep shit.
-Sighs-
But I know we'll both get over this...
Someday.
Maybe this Christmas will mean something more
Maybe this year, love will appear
Deeper than ever before
And maybe forgiveness will ask us to call
Someone we love
Someone we've lost
For reasons we can't quite recall
Mmm, maybe this Christmas
Maybe there'll be an open door
Maybe the star that shined before
Will shine once more, ohhh
Mmmmmmm, mmmmmmmm
And maybe this Christmas will find us at last
In heaven, in peace
Prayed for the least
For the love we've been shown in the past
Ohh, maybe this Christmas
Mmm, maybe this Christmas
Pictures from the Canadian Rockies.. :)
That being that.
I can't get a fucking job..
So okay, maybe I haven't really been looking that much but I have been looking..
All I see are sales and promoter jobs..
So not me..
I want something like a factory job?
Someplace ulu where there's no chance of meeting people.
And hopefully something to do with animals..
-Shrugs-
Lyn's trying to get me into sales..
-Shudders-
Haha..
But I do need a job..
If not I'll play Silo till my hands bleed..
:))
Not a particularly bad idea either though..
Gotta go..
Must tidy the house..
Pizza tonight!
Jamming now!
I seriously need help with my guitar man..
S Club 7 - Perfect Christmas
Doo doo doo
Do do do
Yeah yeah
Doo doo doo
Do do do
Rachel:
Hello friend, it's me again
I just called to tell you
Even though I miss you so
I've been thinking of you
All my dreams are coming true, at last...oooh
Jo:
The perfect ending to a wonderful year (ooooh)
Would be to celebrate the good times with you here
Cuz I know
For sure
I never wanted anything more
The greatest gift that there could be
That's underneath my Christmas tree
Would be the same my whole life through
I'd spend the perfect Christmas with you
Though the winter seems so long
My faith in love has kept me strong
So if I had a wish come true
I'd spend the perfect Christmas with you
Jo:
I can't wait
Till the day
When I finally see you
So hold on
I won't be long
Got so much to show you
All our dreams are coming true at last...oooh
Rachel:
The perfect ending to a wonderful year
Would be to celebrate the good times with you here
Cuz I know
For sure
I never wanted anything more
The greatest gift that there could be
Wrapped underneath my Christmas tree
Would be the same my whole life through
I'd spend the perfect Christmas with you
Whoa....whoa....
All:
So when you ask me what I mean
To me the Christmas is complete
Jo:
Boy can't you see
You're the one thing missing for me
The greatest gift that there could be
That's underneath my Christmas tree
Would be the same my whole life through
I'd spend the perfect Christmas with you
Though the winter seems so long
My faith in love has kept me strong
So if I had a wish come true
I'd spend the perfect Christmas...
Jo:
And if I had one wish come true
All:
I'd spend the perfect Christmas here...
Jo:
With you
Doo do do
Doo do do
Doo do do
Doo do do
Hey
I GOT MY ELECTRIC GUITAR TODAY!
I'm almost the happiest person in the world!
Still can't really beileve that I have a brand new electric guitar and an amp in my room...
-Grins-
Happiness..
Now all I gotta do is learn guitar..
Whahhaahahah...
Went with my cousin Kenneth to get it and he tested everything out for me..
My aunts sponsored some of the stuff too!
:)
Haven't really thought of a name for it yet..
Maybe Silo??
-Shrugs-
Anywaies, went for a family gathering/bbq/party just now..
Met up with my cousin Jasmine (Jas's owner) whom I have not seen in AGES..
She's got the same hairstyle as I do...
Hahahhaa...
So we sorta look alike...
And we're both skinny so yeah..
It was fun..
We watched Love Actually and little Jas was running around the whole place..
And I was running around after her to make sure she didn't eat anything that dropped..
She did pick up this piece of chicken with got stuck in her tooth..
And we had to force open her jaw 3 times altogether so she wouldn't swallow stuff..
lol!
Silly little girl...
:)
The new bunny came today..
His name is Latte..
Sweet little fellow..
Really nice guy..
He's absolutely adorable as well..
-Grins-
He's got one ear up and the other pepectually down..
Hahahaha..
Really cute guy...
Hahaha
Mmm-hmm..
That's about it..
If I can't get a job it's cool..
I'll just stay home with Silo...
Hee..
But hopefully I can get a job lah..
Cos I owe my mum like 200bucks..
:(
Oh well..
Woody and Landy are back!!!
Mmmmmmmmmmmmmm!
-Hugs Woody and Landy tight-
Missed them so so much!!!!
Finally after 2 weeks, my little darlings are home!
-Grins-
They're really wiped from the trip back..
Both're resting..
:)
Jackie's place rocked!
FULL OF BUNNIES!
omg..
Some were just running around..
There was this HUGE playpen with like 20 lop-eared bunnies in it...
Damn cute!
Looked like little puppies...
Awww...
There was this one bunny with one ear up and the other down..
Aahahahhaa...
When Woody saw me, she couldn't stop smelling my hand..
Then she kept asking to be petted and enjoyed it so much that she closed her eyes...
:))
When we had to go, Woody came when I called and I carried her without problems..
Waaah!
I LOVE MY LITTLE GIRL!
-Grins-
We're gonna get another bunny this Sunday..
But it's gonna be separated cos it's a male...
lol!!
Yupyup..
Just so happy that my darling's back..
Oops..
Woody's looking for me..
Gtg..
:)
Lyn: I'm considering it.. But most prob I'll go lah.. you're right, I need to get over this.. -Hugs- Thanks for everything.. Hope it works.. :))
Okay..
Kiat just got me into this major bout of nostalgia..
Damn you Kiat.
Remember?
Lit lessons with Muthu
Home econs with Palani
Getting to know 2E 02 people
*Meeting Sze, Lena, Feli, Kiat, Denise
*The Connors
Awards Ceremony
Messing up lessons on purpose
Chatting with Sze behind Science books during Eugene's lesson
Painting Yan Ho's room
Sec 3E 03
Ms Oei's wedding
Running away from ALPS
*Sec 3 Camp 03
How you guys teased me about someone
Opening Ceremony
**That kiss...
Finding out Ms Chan was teaching Lit
Sec 4E 2004
*Sec 1 Camp 04
Valentine's Days
*The suprise birthday parties (For Sze, Feli, me, Kiat & Lena)
Basketballing in the rain
Running around the whole school like mental
*Bimbo basketball
Just outright yelling for nothing
Seeing Ms Lim for 11 periods in a week
Hating English lessons in 04
*The Mission
*The Gosapal Singing Com
Running out from church
My first play at RELC
*Bitching in the canteen
Ashes/TSC
Queensway-ing
Passing Out Parades
Investures
Swim and Sports Meets
Deadlines
*Graduation Night 2004
The trainings
The PTMs
The PFTs
The PEs with Chow
The stress
The 'O's
The crushes
The heartbreakes
The letdowns
The teachers
The cheap food
The good friends
The SJC life
Remember it all?
-Smiles sadly-
Kiat, I'm gonna cry...
Right..
I'm not so happy pappy anymore.
Damnit.
Woke early..
Like 5+ early..
Watched some OC..
Maybe that's it?
I dunno.
Shit.
Why can't I for once just get over this proper?
-Shakes head-
This bites..
I don't understand.
You called me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is
Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening
Now can't you see, something's missing
You forget where the heart is
Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday, if ever you love me, you'd say it's okay
Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there
Is it all what you want it to be
Does it hurt when you think about me
And how broken my heart is
Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday, if ever you love me, you'd say it's okay
It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder, the more that you know
When you get lonely, if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend
Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday, if ever you love me, you'd say its okay
It's okay
It's okay
I hope my lil girl can cheer me up when I see her later..
:)
Suprisingly, I'm not suffering from jet lag at all!
:)
So I'm wide awake and bored right now..
Cleared up my room this morning
After having a mini-OC marathon by myself..
OMG, the last eps of Season 1 was so sad...
Practically cried through the episode...
-Sob sob-
Really really sad...
:(
Anywaies, I'm really happy about my room now..
I cleared everything that reminded me of *****..
Somehow, I'm feeling much better...
But it was still kinda hard, sifting through all those stuff..
Memories kept flooding my senses..
-Sighs-
At least I won't have to look at those things again.
Yeah...
I have no idea what I'm gonna do today..
It's getting boring..
Shall go job hunting with lyn sometime soon..
I figured that sappy teary people who can't seem to let go should stick together..
Hahahha...
Honestly, I wasn't really keen on coming home..
I mean yeah it's 'home' and all but there're too many memories back here..
Mmm-hmm..
Yup.
Hey
Nope, ain't in Canada anymore..
Back home...
Miss the cold so much!
When we got out of the airport I was like, OMG! So HOT!!!
Waaaah...
The plane trip was horrible..
I barfed twice on the first flight to Seoul..
Then next bit was better..
Slept the whole way back to S'pore..
Except when the food came..
Went to hide in the toilet..
-Grins-
Quite beat but not tired..
It's 12 over there...
Wonder how the peeps there are..
Gwen's got an exam on Thurs..
Hope she's able to ta-han till then...
:)
Miss the snow
Miss the cold
Miss Much Music
Miss Gwen and Kenny, my big sis and bro
Miss the bubble tea (it's really really good)
Miss the friendly folks there
Miss that hot cafe babe
-Sighs-
Still wish I was back there..
It was really sad when we had to leave Gwen and Kenny's place..
-Smiles sadly-
Maybe we're gonna meet up with them next year in L.A. though..
Shall look forward to that..
-Nods-
Mmmmm yeah..
That's basically about it.
Shall go knock off soon...
Lyn and Min might be coming over tmr..
:)
G'night all.
Hey morning..
It's 9 here...
My last day in Vancover..
-Sob sob-
Gonna miss this place (and that HOT BABE of course)..
Yeah
Yday we went on the Caplino Suspension Bridge, the longest suspension bridge in the world..
There was this nature walk across the bridge so we went and saw many logs and mushrooms...
-Grins-
Think I've got some pictures of the rotting logs..
:)
Then window shopping for me and mum bought stuff..
Hahahah..
Oh, my mum wanted to buy this jar or sumthin, then when she was paying and all she realised she didn't have enough cash..
So we had to scout the entire mall (and their mall is BIG) for dad and it took like 15 or 20 minutes..
Hahhahaa..
Lousy!
Had Nandos for dinner..
It's really good...
Oh, you guys should see Auntie Helen's place..
Their basement can fit the whole cohort in and the first floor itself is bigger than the school hall..
Furthermore, they have a second story!!!
Waaaaaaaah..
It's HUGE!
Annnnnnnnnnd, they have a bball court and a shed outside!!!!
*#%&!!
No fair..
We're going to Auntie Dorien's (dunno how to spell) place today..
Her's is big enough to fit the school population in...
It's got 3 storeys and a basement I think..
And it cost like a quater of what my house cost!
:(
Unfair.
Right, we're going outside for congee breakfast cos we're sick of the hotel breakfast...
Then gonna go Idaiso(??) or sumthin for cheap stuff..
-Grins-
Right, see you all in 2 days time..
Oh, and I don't think I can get anything for you all here..
Got no more time for shopping cos we leave in the morning..
Sorry guys..
Sorry Kiat!
Wish you were here.
Uggh...
So tired...
Just back from shopping the day away..
:)
Got my skate shoes at like 60 bucks..
Pity Min doesn't know her size..
I'm afraid I'll get the wrong size for Kiat so gotta ask her to check..
Mmm.. Yup..
We basically tried all the transport systems here except helicopter..
Actually, I've a half a mind to try that too!
-Grins-
Back home on tues at 12:00:01am..
Anyone wanna pick me up?
-Winks-
Don't really wanna leave here either..
Cos I'll be further away from that hot babe in the cafe...
-Grins-
Waaah..
My whole body's aching..
Better go knock off...
G'nite..
Wish you were here.
Hello!
Went pet shopping and playdium (that big arcade thingy) yday..
Pet shopping was waaaay cool..
Saw some little dwarf rabbits I could play with!
That sorta cured my bunny-deprivation a bit..
Still miss Woody and Landy big time though..
:(
Went to this huge sports shop next to the pet store and I found what I was looking for..
Skate shoes!
At like under 80sin!!
WTF yeah?
So I'm buying a pair later on..
Then went to the Playdium..
It's not much lah..
Just like a big arcade..
Really big one..
Then window shopping for skate shoes and clothes..
Didn't buy anything though..
Unless you count the 'No Parking' sign..
-Grins-
Mmmm.. Yeah..
Then dinner and we came back here...
Wanted to blog last night but was to beat so yep...
Better be off..
Others want to use the com..
Wish you were here..
Lyn: I'm not as busted as you are! I found my dream babe in the snow capped mountains under the mistletoe... -Grins dreamily- Romantic ain't it? And that's not just ANY pretty lady.. That's one hell of a BABE!! Waaaaah.. I miss her!
Hey..
I go to sleep for a couple of hours and my tagboard's flooded..
Hahahhaha..
Supposed to get breakfast (Fruit Loops!) now but I wanted to blog first..
Miss you all tons!
:)
Can't wait to get home but this place is really happening..
Yup
Pet shopping today..
Then Celes's taking us to some huge gaming place..
Think it's like a major X-Zone and it's like shopping mall size..
That's what I heard lah...
Yupyup..
Then some human shopping and I hope I can catch tonight's eps of The O.C...
Then I'll be able to piss John off cos I watched it first!!
:p
Uhh..
Queasy stomach..
Might be snowboarding this Sat..
-Crosses fingers-
Hopefully Auntie Helen's sis's taking me there..
She's been snowboarding for 2 years now btw..
-Winks-
Way cool....
Right..
Gotta dash..
Fruit Loops're waiting!
Wish you were here.
Wish that hot babe from the cafe was here too..
-Grins-
Janice: jenny jenny jenny jenny jenny jenny jenny jenny! hi!
Kiat: Where're you working? Got anymore jobs available? :)
Sze: Can! But you gotta pay lah!! Hahaha.. Haven't bought anything for myself even.. Stuff here's too ex for my wallet.. :(
Baboon: Made a snowman!! Maybe I'll visit the zoo while I'm here.. Then we can extemd our clan overseas!!! Hahahahaa...
Olsen: Dude.. I'm broke too!
Lyn: OhMyGosh you had no idea how damn HOT she was!! Waaah.. I wanted to ditch the tour and spend all my life drinking hot choc and beoing her there!! Waaaah! Miss her man! -Sobs- But there was this time when she caught me looking at her.. And she SMILED! ARRGH! She SMILED! Can you believe that? I swear I almost fainted... And you, you are soooooooooooo busted. :p
Shroomster: Heyo! Sup with the language man? You're way better than that! :)
Hey all..
Just got off the tour bus from the Rockies and back in Hampton Hotel..
It was great!
What you'd call a picture perfect winter wonderland..
-Grins-
Had soooooo much fun with the snow and the snow and the snow and all...
Made many many snowballs and my sis went dumb and stepped into a half frozen pond..
Hahahaha...
Dumbass!
Ohoh, I met someone!
She's SO DAMN HOT.
And Asian Canadian..
Exactally what I needed to take my mind off things..
:))
No seriously, she's really hot..
We were having lunch at this hotel at some frozen lake in the Rockies and when I was gonna order, I mouth went dry and wouldn't work!
I was like, wow.. She's so fucking hot! And her accent's way cool!!
Arrgh!
It was heartbreaking when we had to leave the cafe..
Kept insisting that we head to the toilet (the toilet's past the cafe) and buy something else from the cafe.
Hee hee...
My bus journeys after that day have been filled with thoughts about her..
Heck, I don't even know her name!
But anything to forget about my problems yeah?
-Grins-
She really is hot..
Hotter than any girl I've liked..
And very very few people can look so hot while wearing a white shirt and green apron..
Heh heh..
Oh well, that's just a fantasy...
A very hot fantasy..
-Winks-
Went to a pet store today..
Saw two little kittens and a few dwarf rabbits..
-Yells-
Arrgh!
I'm so damn rabbit-deprived..
Miss little Woody and Landy so much! (Yep, even more than I miss her)
Can't wait to see them again next Friday..
Mmmm...
Oh, the kittens were soooo cute!
They kept trying to paw at my hand on the glass..
And they can't land properly..
Hahahha..
Silly..
There was this black one with little white patches who kept trying to climb up the glass to play with me..
Gonna have to do intensive job hunting when I get home...
Seriously need some weight in my wallet..
Y'know, maybe I should look for a job here..
I mean it's not so bad..
And I can always go back to that cafe to work right?
Hahahhahaha..
Kiat: But I don't think they have stuff under 100 sin cos if you convert 80 canadian it's already more than a 100 back home leh.. So how??
John: Dream on you asshole.. I'm almost as broke as you are!! :p
Lyn: Hahaha.. Miss you too! Where's Shroomster working? When I get back we'll go wreck havoc okay? :) Oh, and do you want a Harley collar and leash for Kyer?? ahhaha.. It's rockin' cool!!
Olsen: Dude.. Where's my bday gift?!?!
Hey
I've only got 12 min left so here goes
Been feeling like crap this whole holiday..
Not only have I been carsick the whole time, there've been so many reminders here..
Seems like I can't even escape my problems when I'm hundreds of miles away hidden deep in the mountains..
-Sighs deeply-
First it was the blue car, then the sandwich and now the song..
It's killing me..
-Shakes head-
Why can't I be rid of it once and for all??
Saw my first snow yday..
Snowballed my sis till she begged for mercy..
-Evil grin-
It's fun..
Cold fun...
:))
Crap, 10 min left..
Shopping days are on thursday, sunday and maybe monday..
Note that the days are according to the time in Canada so yeah..
Don't think Rockies has an efficiant blogging system so I'll only be updating in say 3 days time?
So please let me know if you need anything asap..
Okay..
I gtg..
Wish you were here.
HELLO AGAIN!
Hahaha..
Think I'm probably updating everyday if I can get my hands on a computer..
:))
Yuppers..
Went out with Auntie Helen's sisters yday and met their families..
Got to know Gwen and Kenny, both in Uni here..
Tell you, Kenny's damn cute!!
Well, not like SUPER SUPER cute but cute enough lah..
Heh heh..
Gwen's really really nice and friendly..
She's 19 and like the older sister I never had.. And I've only known her 3 hours..
Bwhahahhaa
She even wants to take me out for a spin and shop and intro me to stuff here..
Kenny's more of a quiet sort..
Pity he's got a g/f..
Hee hee..
Even my mum says he's cute...
-Winks-
Think I'll get fatter from all the food we're eating..
And it's all de-lish!
:)
Yeah.
We're gonna head into the Rockies tmr morning for 4 days so might not be blogging...
Mmmm..
Supposed to have breakfast now..
It's 7.28 am
Still suffering from jet lag..
That's busted..
Couldn't sleep last night...
Instead, I keep sleeping in the car..
Gets bloody tiring sometimes....
Went to a wholesale department store yday too..
Bought quite a bit of chocolate..
They've got Reese peanut butter cups too!
SZE! Do you want some?
Oh, my room number's 423, not 432..
And I'll be back on the 14th..
Hee..
My bad..
Hopefully I'll be able to pick up Woody and Landy on the 15th...
Miss 'em like crap loads!
Anywaies, better be off or there won't be anything left..
So I'll see you all soon?
Might be able to blog earlier tmr morning..
That's about 10 at home..
Mayeb I'll see you all online or sumthing..
And tag me if you wnat absolutely anything from here..
Till next time!
Wish you were here.
Hey all!
A very veryy good morning from Canada!!!
Hahahhha
Yupyup..
The hotel provides free Internet access so here I am!
Sorry if I took so long..
Just got her yday morning..
It's now 9.39am here..
Most of you are probably knocked out by now..
Hope you guys're reading this..
Miss ya all LOADIES!!
:))
The trip was so bloody long!
18hour flight..
At least we stopped over at Seoul for awhile..
Had Subway there!!
HAhahahhaa
Got my first breath of cold cold canadian air when we got out of the airport..
FUCKING COLD!!
But I loved every breath.
It's so cold that when you talk, there's smoke..
Hahahhaha
Fun!
Then we came to Hampton Inn and took a nap before my mum's friends came and brought us all around for food and shopping..
:)
Saw some stuff I liked (namely skate shoes and skateboards) and intending to buy...
But they say we should look around more first..
I'll probably get all my stuff when I get back from the Rockies..
That's on the 8th I think..
Y'know, even when i'm so far away, I can't stop thinking about my shit..
It's not easy for me when I'm supposed to be enjoying myself here..
-Sighs-
I guess there's just no escaping from my problems..
But why's this one so serious?
Maybe, maybe it's just me..
Maybe it's you?
I dunno man..
But it's still eating me out from inside..
And that sure as hell is NOT a good feeling.
I know, you all must be thinking I'm a dumbass who can't forget..
Well, that's true..
It's not easy.. If you know what I mean.
Err yeah..
I'll only be back on the 12th or so...
Mmm-hmm.
Oh , I left my phone at home so if anyone's trying to contact me, Sorry!!
:p
Ooookay..
Gtg upstairs to change and head off for more shopping..
Hahahaha
If you really need to contact me, call this number
604-232-5505
That's the number at the Hampton Inn..
And my room number's 432..
Yeah..
That's about it..
Till the next update!
Wish you could be here..
Kiat: there's skate shoes!! But over a hundred sin dollars... I'm intending to get a pair of either vans or dc.. do you want? got some nice designs.. :)) piss that tagger off!!!
Lyn: Help me ask Min if she wants skate shoes??? :) thanks!! Miss you! update me abt the MOE shit okay?
Okay...
I'm still not tired enough.
put a * after each question that describes you
> 01. i have a cell phone.*
> 02. i have friends who use me.*
> 03. i am an only child.
> 04. i am a shopoholic.
> 05. i love dangly earrings.
> 06. i have smoked a cigarette before.
> 07. i love cold weather.*
> 08. i'm obsessed with the computer.*
> 09. i have shot a gun before.*
> 10. i can't live without music.*
> 11. i have no tolerance of ignorant people. *
> 12. i have ridden on a motorcycle before.
> 13. i'll be in this town forever.*
> 14. i've been to 5 other countries.*
> 15. i get annoyed easily.*
> 16. i eventually want kids.
> 17. i have neat handwriting.
> 18. i have more than a few horrible memories.*
> 19. i am addicted to chocolate.*
> 20. i am an atheist.
> 21. my parents are strict.*
> 22. i love airplane rides.*
> 23. i love taking pictures.*
> 24. i hate girls who are fake.*
> 25. i can be mean when i want to.*
> 26. my parents care about my grades.*
> 27. one of my best friends is a guy.
> 28. i have way too many purses.
> 29. i'm obsessed with lip gloss.
> 30. i am easy to talk to.*
> 31. i would never eat raw fish.*
> 32. i cry easily.
> 33. i hate it when people are late.*
> 34. i procrastinate.*
> 35. i love winter*
> 36. i have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.*
> 37. i love to sleep*
> 38. i wish i were smarter.*
> 39. i'm afraid of flying.
> 40. i hate drama.
> 41. i bite my nails.*
> 42. i have been on an 8 hour drive.*
> 43. i never fight with my parents.*
> 44. i love the beach.*
> 45. i have never had the chicken pox.*
> 46. i have gone out in public in my pajamas.
> 47. i can't control my emotions.*
> 48. i have a best friend.*
> 49. i have moved more than once.
> 51. i have braces.
> 52. i love to write.*
> 53. i have never broken a bone.*
> 54. i agree with racist people.*
> 55. i hate my computer.
> 56. i love guys that play guitar*
> 57. i state the obvious.*
> 58. i'm a happy person.*
> 59. i love to dance.
> 60. i love to sing.*
> 61. i love cleaning my room.
> 62. i tend to get jealous very easily.*
> 64. i have gotten high before.*
> 65. i love night better than day.*
> 66. i have been on the phone for over 5 hours at a time.*
> 67. i don't like to study for tests.*
> 68. i love God.
> 69. i am too forgiving.*
> 70. i have horrible sense in direction.*
> 71. i miss primary school.*
> 72. i have had a girlfriend before.
> 73. i'm a daddy's girl.*
> 74. i love kisses on my forehead.
> 75. i love the color pink.
> 76. i love to sew.
> 77. my eye color changes.
> 78. i should see a therapist.*
> 79. i played on a guys sports team.*
> 80. i become stressed easily.
> 81. i hate liars.*
> 82. i like comfy sweatpants.
> 83. i can play the piano.
> 84. i love the smell of rain.*
> 85. i love my family.*
> 86. i hate needles.*
> 87. i am a perfectionist.
> 88. i always wanted to learn to play the drums.*
> 89. i hate the feeling of failure.*
> 90. i have friends in other countries.*
> 91. i know how to cook.*
> 92. i can be quite selfish.*
> 93. at times, i still act like a little kid.*
> 94. i have food allergies.
> 95. i love little kids.
> 96. i love to read.*
> 97. i wish i were more motivated for school.*
> 98. i love getting stuff in the mail.*
> 99. i have problems with letting go of old feelings.*
> 100. i hate being alone.*
> 101. i love summer.*
> 102. i love the weekends.*
> 103. i love black eyeliner.
> 104. i think i'm pretty.
> 105. i type with one hand.
> 106. i live in a one storey house.*
> 107. i wear make-up.
> 108. i have never ridden on an underground subway.
> 109. i can't swim.*
> 110. i have a bad memory.*
GOOD MORNING!!
Hahahha..
Just back from Grad Night at Hyatt..
Noone's online now..
Ought to be napping but gotta wait for my hair to dry..
Hee hee..
And if you're wondering, yep, it's still standing..
Ahahahhaha
Grad Night was cool..
Bit dead at first but the games kinda lightened it all up..
Food was nothing special but the friends were great..
Took a good many pictures..
Pray they don't get posted..
Hahahhaha..
Many many people looked really really good..
-Grins-
Some you expect, some you don't..
Some just make you go 'Waaah!!'
Ahahaha...
Yeah..
Need to wake early tmr..
But dunno if I can make it..
Hee hee..
-Yawns-
Wiped is the word..
:)
People who didn't go missed out on a lot..
Wasted!
:p
Got creamed by Ms Ng when I was leaving..
Cos I changed out of the skirt and all..
Bloody freaky I tell you..
-Shudders-
Ahh well..
Teacher's job???
Hahahaha...
Ahhh..
I miss Woody and Landy!!
Esp Woody..
-Sighs-
Ain't gonna see them till I get back..
Waaaah!!
I miss my furball!!!
Haix..
Hope they'll okay over at Jackie's..
Pray the other 38 bunnies don't bully them..
Got nothing warm and furry to cuddle anymore...
:(
Okay, hair's almost dry..
G'nite / G'mornin all!
Hope all the graduating peeps enjoyed!!
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// Action for Singapore Dogs //
// Agri-food & Veterinary Authority //
// Animal Lovers League //
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