Monday, March 28
Memories.
I miss school
I miss the friends
I miss the lessons
I miss the uniform
I miss the teachers
I miss the classes
I miss basketball
I miss everything.
Fucking sad isn't it?
When you finally realise that it's all really over,
And all you have left are the memories of what once was.
Someone once said that my Secodary school years would be the best years of my life.
I agree with him.
If I could change anything that's happened,
I wouldn't.
I would still've chosen SJC
I would still flunk everything in Sec 1
I wouldn't trade these precious memories for anything/anyone in the world.
:)
I miss you guys.
Friends forever, in my heart and in my soul.
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
Sunday, March 27
I am very very tired.
So if the entry seems weird, then it probably is.
Woke extremely early to get ready for the event.
Got there around 9 to help set up stuff..
Lena came at 10.
Went to get ice and water.
Lena's stronger than I am..
Or maybe it's cus of flyer duty two days in a row.
=/
Yeah
Then did merchendising.
Became a HRSS walking advert.
Met Kiat then walked around town awhlie..
Then went back to the event and hung around.
Hwee Shin's hot.
x)
Really.
To those who think otherwise, my taste is different from yours you fuckers!!
We were bored plenty so brought Woody and Landy out to play.. Literally..
Jenny came with Daniel, Travis, Josh B and Martin.
Landy escaped twice and went hopping around.
The second time she went back to the play-pen on her own.
So clever.
Woody got a lot of attention.
And a free massage from Adel.
Teeny went psycho on me and starting pinching my cheek.
Woody scratched me, pain.
Came home and ordered pizza.
Lena and Kiat just left.
I am going to sleep now/soon.
You all suck.
(With the exception of Lena, Kiat, Jenny, Daniel, Travis, Josh B and Martin)
Yes, you all SUCK
I have such good friends, all around.
Fuck you.
Friday, March 25
My feet are killing me.
Seriously.
Got work for today and tmr..
Fucking tiring.
But the guys there are cool.
And if they think the sales go up they'll hire me on weekends..
:)
Too tired to update properly..
Gonna sleep in a bit.
And to all you people who don't know yet,
Sunday, 27th March
Come to the Youth Center, opp Skate Park, anytime between 10 and 6..
Support me and HRSS PLEASE?
My baby doesn't like the sound of scissors cutting stuff..
Shall go hug her now..
:))
Laopo: Zhen de wang bu liao ni!!!
Kiat: Sexy body no? Whahahhaa... Should show Lili sometime!
Darylyn: DARYL ROCKS!!! :) Miss you!
Lili Sweetheart: Why? You my Lili what!!! You lucky I never put as "SWEETHEART"! ahhaha...
Dawnie: I keep forgetting where u work.. But I know it's not my kinda shop.. Haha..
Rabby: I'm using www.angelfire.com.. Don't quit yet k? I want ur staff discount.. Saw some stuff I wanna get after I get $$.. Or you can buy for me also.. Come Sunday!!
Thursday, March 24
Since I'm feeling tired and stone-y, copied Jenny's entry here.
wen tofr job interviews with char today.. haha.. was walking towards mrt.. n was super thirsty!! so i bought a bottle of coke.. but both char n i had difficulty opening it.. to the point where our hands.. okay, maybe only my hand, was red! haha.. so kuku.. -_-
after that... i think we went.. er... er... i dont know... oh! we went to see watch.. at swatch! n.. er.. went city hall.. haha.. go there see lap top.. n play x-box.. n gameboy.. lol..
then go look for job.. n went to disturb joyce tan.. haha.. then went challenger.. n char malu-ated herself.. but turning on the music so loud! so paiseh man.. haha.. then i quickly run away.. haha...
then we went peninsula!! so many nice things right char?? i just simply love n adore n admire n want the buckle la.. so nice!!! haha.. n stickers.. n.. patches.. n other stuff.. n my shoe!!! ah.............. no money.. so must work.. ANYONE GOT JOB?? hahah
then later... we bought some stickers.. then went long john's to eat.. then... then... er.. went orchard... lol.. went ngee ann city library.. return book and also go for interview there... lol.. n then.. wanted to go stadium.. but close... renovating i think.. something lyk that la.. then later we went to paragon.. ant n kiat not working.. later rachel came.. ahaha.. then went for interview.. then rachel so kuku.. so happy that we might wanna work there.. hahaha.. she keep asking us to smile.. n u know wad? i forgot to drink my choc cream frap!!! dammit.. ahhaha.. nvm.. next time.. today really broke man.. ahhaa..
after that we walked back to ps.. then on the way, i bought bubble tea!!! lol.. got craving la.. ahhaha! since i didnt get my choc cream frap.. ahhaha.. then we wen to visit rebby at u2 in ps.. and she got into the same course as me in nanyang!! lol.. yay.. at least got one friend there... haha..
then went to world of sports.. nothing much there.. just super empty..
oh! char and i were fighting today... ok... sort of.. we were playing with the sponge sword thing in lego.. plus with the mask n shield n armour! hahaha.. char wait til i get my new phone k? then we go pose n take photo.. ahhaha!! =p
then ran into joshua b. n his mum.. hahha.. then later we took train home.. then decided to come my house take tuner.. haha.. so on our way home... CHAR STOLE A SIGN.. u know that danger keep out sign? haha.. the super big wooden one.. ahahha! in the 4 diff languages.. char is HORRIBLE LA... so come my house to clean.. ahahha..
then later.. play with my cute cute mulan! aha then we left.. she's cute la.. put the bone in her mouth and follow us around...
after that went char's house n restring her guitar.. hahaha.. n ate there... n ate! n poke myself with the string until got blood.. ahahha... then kena slap by the string.. ahahha! so kuku la...
other than that.. everything was great! hahaha.. today was fun la.. but a bit stone here n there... but other than that it was cool! yup...
I love Yoshi!
So cute!!!!
x)
Thanks Jenny for helping with my guitar!
I want more stickers!
Need help sticker pasting also!!!
Long John cheats money.
LEGO RULES!!!
Rawr!
Wednesday, March 23
I just realised people still visit my easyjournal.
How weird is that?
Ulu pandan polys rock!
Rawr Repiblic!
Postings were out yday..
Got RP's Biotech.
Anyone else's going RP?
It's gonna be fuck lonely there.
=/
Went out with Sze, Jenny and Lena yday.
Met at Queensway and had lunch at Ikea.
Stupid Ikea cleaning lady.
RAWR!
Then we went to NP but the appealing was today
So Sze and Lena came for dinner.
We had spaggetti.
Then Kiakin came later and we chatted in my room.
They had choc fudge cake and Kiat stole tau huay.
Hahaha..
So fun.
The only things missing were Feli, Jenny and Ant.
:)
Talked about schools, new and old, friends, expectations.. Stuff.
Me and Kiat were reminiscing about SJC, esp Sec 3 Camp cus we were staring at the Makalu flag.
Ahhh the good times.
Woody looks so cute right now..
Her eyes are half closed and she looks like she's nodding off while sitting up..
Awww...
x)
Sunday, March 20
I don't like him = Leroy.
Arrogent S.O.B.
I'm sorry.
Maybe it's just me?
Or better yet, it's just him.
No offence meant Lyn.
Thursday, March 17
Fuck you. I don't need you in my emotional baggage. Fuck what I've gone through because of you. Fuck this past year. Fuck these sleepless nights. Fuck the agonising days. Fuck feelings. Fuck the pain. I've had enough of this. Fuck you.
This is the only lonely picture
Waiting on my floor, littering my shore
This is the last true burning letter
Given to a girl, written by a boy
Living in a world created to destroy
But if I built you a city
Would you let me?
Would you tear it down?
But there you go for the last time
I finally know now what I should have known then
And I could still be ruthless if you'll let me
But there you go and I'm not done
You're waving goodbye, well at least you're having fun
The rising tide will not let you forget me
Forget me
This is your ghost that kneels before me
Razors on her tongue, a body full of oxygen
It won't be the last time she'll ignore me
The thinning of my skin, without the strength to go
The winter's setting in, to cover you in snow
But if I built you a city
Would you let me?
Would you tear it down?
But there you go for the last time
I finally know now what I should have known then
And I could still be ruthless if you'll let me
But there you go and I'm not done
You're waving goodbye, well at least you're having fun
The rising tide will not let you forget me
Forget me, forget me
Forget me, forget me, yeah
I'll raise towers and climb them
Rivers and walk them
Oceans to drown in
You won't make a sound in
But there you go for the last time
I finally know now what I should have known then
And I could still be ruthless if you'll let me
But there you go and I'm not done
You're waving goodbye, well at least you're having fun
The rising tide will not let you forget me
Forget me
Wednesday, March 16
I really really need help for
Sunday, 27th March at the Youth Center (opp Skate Park)
HRSS (House Rabbit Society of Singapore) event
One day thing.
Please please help??
Shall let you play with my rabbits..
They'll be there too.
Please??
We really need volunteers.
Leave a tag if you wanna come.
Lyn's a bitch.
Choc Cream Frapps make me and Jenny high.
Tuner anyone?
Sunday, March 13
Can't think of words strong enough that'll express my feelings so,
^#~@ !!!
Friday, March 11
You
Ho-hum..
Jenny did quizzes.
Since I'm resting my fingers...
You are the 'regular' teen. Don't worry, alot of
people will get this result. However, you set
pretty high/low goals for yourself...and you
believe you are the only one in the world.
But, there are alot of people with your
attitude. You tend to wear regular clothing,
or you are forced to wear colors you don't want
to. (such as your mother always buying you
pink / blue clothing) Sometimes you feel
horribly lonely and want to hide, but as
always, you find something to give you reason
to continue. You can either hate or love
school, one opinion please. Never fear, you
are not one of a kind...and that is kinda nice
to hear, since there are other teenagers out
there with your exact view on life.
could get a job as an author, Teacher, editor,
architect, buisness owner, or administrator.
Good luck in life, and don't forget that no one
is ever alone.
What type of teenager are you?
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Teacher?!?! Where's "Veternarian"?
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Awww... That's just so right. :)
Your Heart is Blue
What Color is Your Heart?
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:
You are a Mod. Yeah baby.
What kind of Sixties Person are you?
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You hide behind The Beauty Mask, you like to look
perfect in everybody's eyes, you like people to
envy what you have, you don't like to analyize
things you just take them the way they are,
that's why some people might say you are
irrational and shallow, but you like your life
this way, you don't like to ask for help, you
have a lot of friends but you feel that no one
is a true pal.
What kind of masks you hide behind? (i added pix)
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I agree.
you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse
which happy bunny are you?
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-Giggles hysterically-
You are PUNK! U like being around those who are
really close to u. You get depressed most times
but you just wanna live!You have alot of
feelings and thoughts inside that you keep to
yourself! sometimes you dont know who to trust.
You have friends that believe in you and know the
real you, which means the most.
Are you GOTHIC, PREP, PUNK,UNIQUE (girls only)
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I can't believe the picture..
Mmmkay, break's over.
(JANG JANG JANG)
Wednesday, March 9
Owww...
My hand's so sore right now.
Hello one-handed typing!
Maybe I should strech first before I play.
:x
But i can almost play the whole thing properly!!
:)
Lyn!
I need another session.
Make that sessionS.
It's not working so far.
Now I have more sleepless nights.
-Makes a face-
Monday, March 7
Hey
At my Gramps's place now cuz noone wants to open the door for me upstairs to see my lil black fuzzball..
-Makes a face-
Woke super early and took 156 to meet Lyn.
Forgot how packed buses were in the mornings.
And everyone kept looking at me weird cuz I was the only person who looked like a student in home clothes with a tattoo.
HAHAHA.
Anywaies, Ms Wong's really nice.. And open too..
:))
1..2..3..4.
She thinks it's weird too.
See, I'm not the only one.
Ha! Take that!
Yeah
We talked about stuff.
I made a good point.
Lyn's ass is going down the drain next session.
:p
Mmm..
Then met this really cute kitty who enjoyed a good scratch.
So adorable!!!
Tricolor coat too!
-Grins-
Sweeter than Chucky.
Hahaha..
Saturday, March 5
Hey
Just back from Kiat's.
We had fun.
Hella fun.
Sze, Lena, Feli, Kiat and Lili.
:)
Best day this year so far.
Then hadta leave early to come home to feed my babies.
Now they're hopping arnd.
-Grins-
-Hugs them-
Last night was great too.
Major chatting on msn till about 2am..
Hahah
Miss times with them.
Lena, Feli, Kiat annnd,
My Lili sweetheart and Sze baby!
HAHAHAHA!
Hope there'll be more happy days like this to come!
Thursday, March 3
Today's been a pretty good day.
Up till now that is.
Woke late to meet the folks at Tampinese.
Then we went to the various Polys to have a look-see.
TP, NP, SP.
Things sucked till SP.
We didn't know where the JAE thing was held so Lyn's dad asked the first person we met.
A lecturer.
A pretty pretty one at that.
Lyn's dad has real hot taste.
-Grins-
She was hot.
And Hot walked us two-thrids of the way there.
Before she left Lyn managed to ask her what she lectured.
Interior Design.
Wanna sign up for that course pronto!
:)
She was hot.
So that's the happy thing.
Very -Grins- happy thing.
Then went to 2nd Ganma's place in town.
Played with Chucky and Bubbles.
Chucky's an evil and biased kitty.
But she's so cute.
:)
Got Illiumnati on my hand now.
Safy and John came awhile then stuff happened so they took off.
Min and Lyn did their premernant, painful thing.
Then we left.
Came home a slept a bit.
Then online.
Read stuff.
Not really in a fantastic mood right now.
Dunno why I'm still fretting about it.
It was ages ago.
-Sighs-
Maybe I really should do Interior Design in SP.
Might take my mind off things.
Plus, the Interior Design lecturers spend lots of one-on-one time with the students.
lol
Note: I can play this song on Silo. But it reminds me of stuff..
I close my eyes
Thought I was lost but I was stranded
I go outside
To my surprise the sky had landed
I thought it made more sense
If I could only keep you guessing
I was a fool to think
That I should stop you from undressing
Now I'm believing all the words you say
That I can't say back to you
To you
So I fall
I don't want to feel this small
You know I just can't handle this
Handle this at all
And I'll just fall
I let my heartbeat drop
I falter as the music stops
And you watch me as I stall
And wonder when I
Fall
I kiss your neck
I feel you breathing on my shoulder
Still I'm perfect
It must be you cause now it's over
I was so close
That was the most that I have ever been through
Now old cassettes and cigarettes
Will be the ones to save you
How can you ask for me to stay
When all you ever do is go?
Just go
So I fall
I don't wanna feel this small
You know I just can't handle this
Handle this at all
So I fall
I let my heartbeat drop
I falter as the music stops
And you watch me as I stall
And wonder when I
Go on
You've kept me waiting
Go on
And watch me as I
Fall
I don't want to feel this small
You know I just can't handle this
Handle this at all
And so I fall
I let my heartbeat drop
I falter as the music stops
And you watch me as I stall
And wonder when I
You just don't care anymore. Anymore.
Tuesday, March 1
1am..
Still can't sleep...
I made a list of courses I wanna take but won't be able get into.
1) BioTech in TP
2) BioTech in SP
3) BioTech in NP
4) BioTech in RP
5) BioMed in TP
6) BioMed in SP
7) BioMed in Np
8) BioMed in Rp
9) Chemical & Biomolecular Engineering in NP
10) Molecular BioTech in NYP
11) Law and Management in TP
12) (Whatever crosses my mind or maybe MI?)
Mmm yeah.
I guess that's it.
BioTech needs 13 so that's probably out..
Hopefully I can get into BioMed so at least there's some relevance to BioTech.
Pray, pray I don't have to go into MI.. [RU?]
Hugging spree today.
I've never ever hugged so many people in one day.
But it's a nice feeling.
:)
1..2..3..4.
Haha..
I was listening to Hoobastank's Out Of Control
"Where should I go? What should I do?"
"It's still a mystery"
And Kenny Chesney's There Goes My Life
"All he could see were his dreams, goin' up in smoke"
"There goes my life,
There goes my future, my everything
Might as well kiss it all goodbye"
At least Kiakin has someone.
My, I miss her so bad now..
To everyone who didn't get what they wanted: I get first dibs on the building opposite sch!