Cauterize - Something Beautiful
Faded,
Away like the color in a blue sky
At the end of the day
Night falls, and the search begins
For something, something better than this
Scream or a cry the truth or a lie
I'm not sure they will save us this time
I don't wanna be around
When it all comes down to watch something beautiful die
You said the only way is to run away
You're sick of me so you just can't
Stick around to hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
I just cant stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you
Helpless cus my hands are tied
Eyelids pinned back so they're opened wide
In a theater, all alone
In the front row, to watch something beautiful die
Scream or a cry the truth or a lie
I'm not sure they will save us this time
I don't wanna be around
When it all comes down to watch something beautiful die
You say the only way is to run away
Sick of me so you just cant stick around
To hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
Just can't stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you
What happened to
The things that we used to do
You said its all the same
And that you needed a change
You left without good-bye
And now I'm wonderin why
I don't think I wanna know
All the things he does better
How the past just doesn't matter
You left me once, this time will be the last time
You say the only way is to run away
Sick of me so you just cant stick aournd
To hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
Just can't stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you
Look for the feeling that we lost
Where'd you have it last
Maybe if we retrace our steps
But we can't find the path
That led us here to where we stand
Face to face to watch this bitter end
Now something beautiful is dead
Like to walk under the rain?
Yes please
Sleep with or without clothes on?
With
Prefer black or blue pens?
Blue
Dress up on Halloween?
Nope
Like to travel?
Yeah, but not the plane trips
Like someone?
Yup
Do they know?.
Don't know if they know
Think you're attractive?
No
Want to marry?
Depends
Who?
Don't know
Alaska or Hawaii?
Alaska
Are you a good student?
Ask my teachers
Where are you by the way?
In school
Are you involved in sports?
Basketball
Christmas or Halloween?
Christmas
Colored or black-and-white photo?
Colored
Do long distance relationships work?
Depends
Do you believe in astrology?
Nope
Do you believe in GOD?
Kinda
Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not sure. But stuff happens sometimes
Do you consider yourself the life of the party?
No
Are you an easy-going person?
Ask my friends
Do you make fun of people?
Yeah
Do you think dreams eventually come true?
Doubt it
Favorite thing to do?
Basketball/Jam
Chocolates or Candy?
Chocolates
Favorite person?
Hmm...
Favorite body part of the opposite sex?
Eyes/Smile
Favorite food?
Depends
Go to the movies or rent?
Rent if I'm broke
Current handphone?
Nokia 3100? Don't know the model
What are you doing right now?
This survey
How's the weather right now?
Don't know. No windows here
Hug or kiss?
Hug
Last person you talked to on the phone?
Bel
Last time you showered?
This morning
Loud or soft music?
Depends on my mood
McDonald's or Burger King?
Burger King
More romantic Baths or Shower?
Err bath??
Night or day?
Night
Number of pillows on your bed?
1
Piano or guitar?
Guitar
Read or write?
Write
Single or taken?
Single
Snow or water?
Snow
What are you going to do tomorrow?
FCC
From Dawn's blog:
Why does "goodbye" have the word 'good' in it?
Why is it that two upside down tears make a heart?
Why do roses represent love, when roses always die?
Why am I so afraid to lose you when you're not even mine?
Why do we finally realize the meaning of what we have until after we lost it?
Why do we push away the person that tries to make us smile..
But fight so hard for the people who make us cry?
I think it makes sense too.. Somehow.
See Dawnie, I do read your blog.
Have com lessons more often please.
I miss people.
Yeah, people.
Okay!
Quick overview!
Saturday morning
Found out that Floppy (the bunny at my sis's student care) gave birth to 6 little bunnys!
But one got trampled on by the father and didn't make it.
:(
Anyhow, the 5 little ones were transported to my room for the night.
The whole family got panicky when Floppy didn't feed her babies that night.
So we called Adeline (frm HRSS) and she came down at 12-freaking-am to help us feed the little ones.
Now that's dedication! (x
Yup.
So we managed to feed 'em all till they were nice and round.
So cute!
Now they're out in the hall.
We set up a play-pen for them next to the computer.
They're so cute!
Arrgh!
Gonna borrow a digi cam tmr so I can take pics to show you all.
(x
Really adorable.
Sunday
Didn't sleep well Sat night/Sun morning.
Was kept awake by Floppy and her sneezing.
I was also damn afraid that Floppy'd step on her babies by accident and kill them.
=/
So scary that young mummy bunny.
Sunday afternoon/evening/night was AUNTIE'S WEDDING DINNER!
Yaaaaaaay!
Met Lena at Orchard then we went to Forum to sit down while waiting for Kiat who went home to take her digi cam and ang pow.
Hahaha.
Yup.
Then we walked one round round Toys'R'Us!
So fun la that place!
Okay.
After that we went to HILTON(!) to meet Feli in the SUITE(!!!).
So so so freaking nice!
My gosh.
But so many people!
Hahaha..
After they all left Feli, Lena, Kiat and I stayed and watched Auntie get dressed up.
So pretty lah!
(:
Actually, I felt really honoured that she invited us and allowed us to stay and watch her dress up. We were also the first ones to see her when she got into the gown!
Pretty!
(x
Paul was so cute!
He looked so nervous and panicky.
Hahaha...
So sweet la the two of them.
-Grins-
Dinner was pretty cool.
There was shark's fin and abalone and a lot of nice food.
Didn't take the shark's fin though.
It looked and smelled so fucking good I almost gave in.
The abalone tasted like hor fan!!
So funny lah!
Wahahaha.
Today
Back to school once again.
:(
Had trouble sleeping last night for some reason.
So fucky.
Didn't have the mood to do anything today.
But today's problem was pretty interesting.
Mmm yeah.
That's about it!
Floppy's baby bunny pictures coming up soon!
Hopefully I can get to document their growing up.
So cute la they!
HRSS coming to my sch!
HRSS coming to my sch!
HRSS coming to my sch!
Waaaah!
So excited!
Can't wait!
4th July! 4th July! 4th July!
So cute la my rabbits!
x))
Today
Lena woke me up.
Hahaha..
Then slacked around waiting for 1.30 so I could go get ready to meet the rest.
Met Jenny halfway cus she finished sch.
Then she complained that her camp bag was heavy so went to her church to dump her bag there first, then took a bus down to meet Kiat and Lena.
Met the two at paragon and I got a CHOCOLATE CREAM FRAPP!
x)
Bliss.
Hahaha..
Then we went window shopping at Wisma and saw this bunch of people waiting for Taufik.
It was some vcd autograph session thing.
The thing was set to start at 7pm but there was already quite a queue at 5+.
So retarded la.
Minahs with their make-up bags and all.
Hahaha..
So they stood there and insulted them. Pretty loudly.
=/
Hahaha yeah.
Then more window shopping till Far East.
Oooh oooh!
I bought a shirt!
It's now my most expensive and favourite shirt!
Waaaaaah!
Damn happy lah!
Woot!
So Jenny and I left earlier to go for her church bbq thing.
It was quite fun.
Made new friends all.
:)
Funny la they all!
Kept dropping food today for some weird reason.
Hahahaha.
So fun!
Then went upstairs to hear 'em jam!
Oh man, DANIEL! You better teach me guitar!!!
Bloody good!
Shall practice tmr..
Haven't really been at it in a while.
=/
FCC outing to Queensway in 3 or 4 weeks time kay?
Waiting for uncle's Atticus stock! Woohoo!
And need to save up too! Whahahhaa!
NONE OF THEM ARE IN ANY PARTICULAR ORDER.
THIRTEEN THINGS YOU LOVE:
1. silo!
2. skateboarding
3. basketballing
4. chocolate
5. cheese
6. c-o-k-e
8. music
9. SJC life
10. pool
11. my mp3
12. my converse ball
13. my bike
TWELVE MOVIES:
1. a lot like love
2. reign of fire
3. spiderman
4. the phantom of the opera
5. like mike
6. coach carter
7. honey
8. meet the fockers
9. king arthur
10. romeo and juliet
11. loce actually
12. finding nemo
ELEVEN GOOD BANDS:
1. ROYAL CIPHER!
2. simple plan
3. a change of pace
4. not by choice
5. my chemical romance
6. dashboard confessional
7. rufio
8. something corporate
9. senses fail
10. story of the year
11. the used
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOU:
1. i love coke
2. am pretty dense
3. fear kids
4. and ghost shows
5. and the dark
6. am lazy
7. ike the colour blue
8. love literature/poetry/musicals
9. am a hrss volunteer
10. love animals!
ELEVEN GOOD FRIENDS:
1. jan
2. kiat
3. ant
4. lena
5. sze
6. feli
7. bren
8. huimin
10. min
11. lyn
EIGHT FAVORITE FOODS/DRINKS:
1. coke
2. dark chocolate
3. cheese
4. pepsi double twist
5. chicken/duck rice
6. pasta/pizza
7. hot dogs!
8. chocolate cream frapp
SEVEN THINGS YOU WEAR DAILY:
1. specs/contacts
2. shirt
3. shorts/jeans
4. cuff
5. shoes
6. watch
7. socks
SIX THINGS THAT YOU HATE:
1. feelings
2. heat
3. waking up in the morning
4. kids
5. kids on heelys
6. techno
FIVE THINGS YOU DO DAILY:
1. pet my rabbits
2. listen to music
3. eat
4. shower
5. think about stuff
FOUR TELEVISION SHOWS YOU WATCH:
1. the oc
2. lost
3. csi
4. smack down
THREE THINGS YOU WANT:
1. someone
2. more cash
3. skateboard/nice slingbag/cool black hoodie/new shoes/more atticus stuff/better bike etc.
TWO THINGS YOU SAY OFTEN:
1. fuck
2. later
ONE YOU COULD SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH:
my rabbit (x
Wow.
Just finished watching The Phantom Of The Opera with mum.
Wow.
Magnificent.
I just love that show.
Awesome.
Fantastic.
I feel all happy inside.
Well, almost.
Anyhow,
We've got a match tmr morning with YuYing Sec.
Pray we do well.
Also, I pray you are well.
G'night.
Think of me
Think of me fondly
When we've said goodbye
Remember me
Once in a while
Please promise me
You'll try
When you find
That once again you long
To take your heart back
And be free
If you ever find
A moment
Spare a thought for me
We never said
Our love was evergreen
Or as unchanging as the sea
But if you can still remember
Stop and think of me
Think of all the things
We've shared and seen
Don't think about
The way things
Might have been
Think of me
Think of me waking
Silent and resigned
Imagine me
Trying to hard
To put you from my mind
Recall those days
Look back on all those times
Think of the things we'll never do
There will never be a day
When I won't think of you
YOUR LIFE
They named me: char
They call me: char
Age: 17
Birthday: 090588
RIGHT NOW
Feeling: tired, sick(the unwell one)
Listening: goodbye to you - michelle branch
Doing: the quiz/updating
Talking to: my bunny. haha no kidding.
Craving: coke/chocolate/cheese
Thinking of : umm...
Hating: my tastebuds
Dreading: monday, when sch starts again.
MISCELLANEOUS
Can you swim: no
Whats your most embarrassing moment: i can't recall, it was too embarrassing.
What are you scared of: kids
What is your greatest accomplishment: uhh... to get into a Biotech course?
Do you like tomatoes: ketchup's fine.
How many TVs in the house: 2
How many telephones: 2
YOUR LOOKS
Hair color: brown
Eye color: brown
Height: 1.60?
Do u wear contacts or glasses: both
Do u have any piercings: no
JUST LATELY
What pants are you wearing: shorts
What shirt are you wearing right now: atticus
What does your hair look like at the moment: sticking out everywhere
What song are u listening to right now: behind these hazel eyes - kelly clarkson
Last person you met: shroomster!
Last conversation: brenda, huimin and sherylyn. it was a phone conference.
Last dream you can remember: it had you in it.
What time is it: 9.33pm
MORE ABOUT YOU
What are the last four digits of your cell: 8583
If u were a crayon, what color would you be: blue
What's the stupidest thing u ever did: err... i told someone how i felt about them? haha yeah.
Where do you shop the most: don't know. don't really shop?
How many kids do you want to have: kidphobia. none.
Shampoo: Johnson and Johnson. hahaha
Do you have your own cellphone line: yeah
Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone: you can sprain bones?
Who do you dream about: depends.
Who do you tell your dreams to: no one. unless they ask and prod. haha
Who's the loudest friend you have: sze.
Who's the quietest friend: uhh.. me.
HAVE YOU EVER
Wanted to kill someone: IT
Wanted to beat up someone: IT
Broken the law: don't think so. rules yeah
Tried to kill yourself: no, it's stupid.
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: umm don't think so.
Was at a youth rally last night.
Heard this song.
Really brought back memories.
Miss you guys.
I lay my life down at your feet
You're the only one I need
I turn to you and you are always there
In troubled times its you I seek
I put you first thats all I need
I humble all I am, all to you
One way
Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for
One way
Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for
You are always, always there
Every how and everywhere
Your grace abounds so deeply within me
You will never ever change
Yesterday today the same
Forever till forever meets no end
One way
Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for
One way
Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for
You are the way the truth and the life
We live by faith and not by sight for you
We're living all for you
You are the way the truth and the life
We live by faith and not by sight for you
We're living all for you
One way
Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for
One way
Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for
One way
Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for
One way
Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for
39.2 degrees now.
Couldn't sleep last night.
Had to wake up every hour for toilet and water.
The whole freaking day was like that.
So tired now.
Sorry to all whom I didn't reply to.
Don't exactally feel up to chatting now.
My throat's slightly better though.
(:
Body aching like hell.
Don't really feel like talking/typing.
I've got 5 different medications to take.
That bites.
Can't make it for the class bbq tmr either.
):
Cold, hot.
Hot, cold.
Freezing.
Melting.
Burning.
Longing.
For you.
Can't take this much longer.
Close friend!: I can't go to your blog! Dunno what the hell happened. Hahaha.. Don't forget to show me your dogs soon!! -YAWNS- Heehee.
38.2 Degrees
It's hurts to swallow
Coughing seems more like choaking
Sneezing aches
Fatigue
So cold
So cold
So alone
Am supposed to head the group to buy bbq food tmr.
But I feel so sick.
Gonna stay home.
Need my strength for Friday.
Somehow, I've already lost the mood.
Waiting for someone to come online so I can hand them the freaking responsibility.
Why do I seem to be doing everything?
I only wish that you were there to help me or at least give me some support.
So so tired.
Gigs the entire weekend.
Don't really feel like doing much.
Need sleep.
Need you.
Why?
I changed the layout.
And use the picture that ANTHEA took.
Yup, credits to ANTHEA... And my shoes/legs and photoshop.
Hahaha
Anyway, Rp had a match with Bedok Sec yday
Only 8 players were there.
LiFang, Nana, Anna, Yy, Brenda, Sherylyn, HuiMin and me.
But we won.
55 - 49.
I wore my first jersey.
I scored two points.
I boxed out a really tall player.
I did a rugby pass and Nana scored (i think).
Heck, I'm prouda myself.
Even though I've done so little compared to the others.
:)
Brenda, Sherylyn, HuiMin and myself went kayaking after.
It was shit fun.
I was in the water a lot.
Hahha.
Got a pretty nice tan too.
x)
We should go again.
I wish I could do sports with FCC, but they're not really into it. :(
Today went out with the team again.
Sherylyn, Brenda, HuiMin, Brenda and I.
We had our haircuts.
I got a moehawk.
Wanna bleach (bleech?) it so it looks nicer.
Yep.
Then the rest got extensions but I couldn't cus my hair was too short.
Hahaha
Then we played a bit of pool, took Neos, and headed home.
Bro: I'm glad you understand. But don't get me wrong. I'm not blaming you in any way. It's just that things are getting very complicated now for me and perhaps it's time for a break from all this. Mmm yeah. We'll see how tmr. Till then.
now we'll part ways
but till we meet again
i'll keep you in my heart for all my days
____ Bro: I'm gonna be completely honest here, please don't be offended. I admit it. I'm jealous. I'm jealous that she talks to you more and you've only known her for less than a month. I'm jealous that she loves talking with you even though you haven't even spoken face-to-face with her. I'm jealous that you know more about her than I do. I'm jealous that you can come up with such thoughtful and romantic stuff for me to do for her. I'm jealous of you bro. I'm jealous of you. Although it pains me, for the sake of our friendship I think I'll put her second.
Please put up with me over this period. At times I will be untolerable and a pest, but I feel that this will be for the best. I don't know if this decision I'm making is good or bad but I think this is the best solution to kill my jealousy. I'm sorry I feel this way, but I hope that you will understand and bear with me. I really don't want a girl to get between us. It might screw the team up, it might screw me up.
For the best.. I hope.
You: Oh how I wish I could tell you. Maybe it'd help clear things up. But I'm so afraid. I'm so scared. Of your reply. Should I tell you? Will you hate me? Will things be different? Will you still care? Will you feel anything for me? I don't know. This's all so confusing. You probably don't even know that I'm talking about you. Why are people so darn complicated? Why do I like you so?
Actually, I've already told you. It's just a matter of whether you get it or not.
i love you, goodbye.
And when the smoke clears nothing's left
Black ashes still fall from the sky
I see a figure standing far away
And a shadow on the ground, but I don't know why
I've lost all hope in you
I want out of this place called home tonight
So goodbye for now
I'm never coming back
No, not tonight
And life is so dark with your eyes always closed
You'll never see a thing
I never wanted any of this, no not at all
But it'll be okay
(Be Okay)
I've lost all hope in you
I want out of this place called home tonight
So goodbye for now
I'm never coming back
No, not tonight
Bittersweet every touch
Still burning in my memory
Can't turn back the hand of time
Can't make believe that your still mine
'Cause you're so far away
Goodbye for now
I've lost all hope in you
I want out of this place called home tonight
So goodbye for now
I'm never coming back
No, not tonight
All eyes off me, no more pathetic memories
All eyes off me, no more pathetic memories
All eyes off me, no more pathetic memories
All eyes off me, no more pathetic memories.
Walking away
It's not the same as running
Is it to you now
That you've run this in the ground
And you say "Take this
This medicine is just what you deserve
Swallow, choke, and die"
And this bitter pill is leaving you with such an angry mouth
One that's void of all discretion, such an awful tearing sound
With its measure only equaled by the power of my stare
Glaring over you and over you, this feeling of despair
Is never wearing out
It's wearing off
And it's leaving you with such a heavy heart
And a head to match
The bottle is waiting
The cap is twisted, begging to be used
And so are you
And this bitter pill is leaving you with such an angry mouth
One that's void of all discretion, such an awful tearing sound
With its measure only equaled by the power of my stare
Glaring over you and over you, this feeling of despair
Is never wearing out
Wearing out, wearing out
Wearing out, wearing out
Wearing out, wearing out
Wearing out, wearing out
I probably made you cry, didn't I? Fucking Emo Kid. To put it less negatively: 1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational. 2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted. 3. You are more GENTLE than brutal. 4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant. Compatibility: Your exact opposite is the Smartass. Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Hippie, the Televangelist, and the Starving Artist. * * If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits. The other personality types: The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble. The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble. The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble. The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble. The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble. The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble. The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble. The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble. The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.
Emo Kid
You are 14% Rational, 28% Extroverted, 28% Brutal, and 42% Arrogant. You are the Emo Kid, best described as a quiet pussy! You tend to be an intuitive rather than a logical thinker, meaning you rely more on your feelings than your thoughts. Not only that, but you are introverted, gentle, and rather humble. You embody all the traits of the perfect emo kid. You are a push-over, an emotional thinker, gentle to the extent of absurdity, and so humble that it even makes Jesus puke. If you write poetry, you no doubt write angsty, syrupy lines about depression, sadness, and other such redundant states of emo-being. Your personality is defective because you are too gentle, rather underconfident in yourself, decidely lacking in any rational thought, and also a bit too inhibited. Link: The Personality Defect Test written by saint_gasoline on OkCupid Free Online Dating
June 12
Unity of Aggression
Substation,
3pm till late
$10 at door with a free compliation CD!
Bands:
7 Pound Vein
Jackalhyde
Shadows Embrace
Evolva
Demolished
A Butterfly Caught
Violence Caused The Silence
Aviery
A Vacant Affair (Opening)
Hamartia
Amethyst
Strayvoice
I feel so proud of myself today.
Had Rugby physical in the morning, then the cleaning of the basketball container(it was fucking filthy), followed by captains/netball, then basketball, and finally volleyball.
Fucking fun!
But so so wiped right now.
At least the container's so much neater and nicer.
x)
Anyway, gonna grab a bite now..
Hungry.
Later!
Don't know why you're so good at that.
Please take good care of yourself.
ROCK ON SINGAPORE
17 & 18 June 2005
Admission free
Orchard Green (Next to Orchard MRT)
6pm to 12am
Bands:
17th June 2005
6.00pm - Bhumiband
6.40pm - Side Show
7.20pm - Zebra Crossing
8.00pm - The Raindogs
8.40pm - Chou Pi Jiang
9.20pm - Rudra
10.00pm - Fatskunks
10.40pm - Kadaba Kadaboom!
11.20pm - Cesspit
18th June 2005
6.00pm - The Observatory
6.40pm - Throb
7.20pm - Ugly In The Morning
8.00pm - LGF
8.40pm - Electrico
9.20pm - Ronin
10.00pm - Fireflys
10.40pm - Tiet
11.20pm - B-Quartet
www.rockonsingapore.com
I did this template all on my own and in less than 6 hours.
-Looks proud-
It helps to take my mind off things.
Royal Cipher all.
-Yawns-
1am.
A little sleepy.
But not very.
I'm going through a patch.
Gonna be a prick at times.
Please bear with me.
Anyway, today (technically yday) Abby, Sherylyn, Brenda, Niz and I skipped vb again and went to catch Madagasca.
It was funny, but not really worth the 8 bucks.
Then headed home for a while before meeting up with Ant and Jenny.
We went to PS and walked around while waiting for Kiat and Ray to meet us.
Bought some tees that Ant and Jenny picked out.
Hahaha..
Walked around somemore after Kiat and Ray came and we headed to Monster yet again.
Played pool and played with Jenny's phone.
We took a really really cool picture.
Shall upload it here once I get it.
x)
We had two dinners.
One at the Meridian kopitiam, and the other at Ah Seah.
After Ah Seah we went to Kiat's new place, me and Jenny.
The rest hadta head home.
Hung around in Kiat's room and had some fun.
Hahaha..
Don't think dirty please.
Yeah.
Kiat's sister is scary.
I don't know how I developed the fear of little kids.
But I'm fucking terrified by Kiat's sis.
Kids who can't talk properly are fucking scary.
Anyhow whack and beat and bite.
Stupid things.
Rabbits are so much nicer.
Hee..
Jamming Monday.
Can't wait.
Later.
I see you every single day
But you don't know
The way I feel
I feel about you
And every single day
It's all the same
The way I feel
I feel about you
I know it's wrong
And I don't know why
I write this song
For you
I want you to want me
And I know that you can't see me
But maybe one day you'll belong to me
And I don't wanna see you
If you're tellin lies to me
But maybe one day you'll belong to me
You don't even know my name
And you never will
Cuz thats the way it always goes now
I wanna talk to you but you're not there
And that's the way it always goes now
I know it's wrong
And I don't know why
I feel this strong
For you
I want you to want me
And I know that you can't see me
But maybe one day you'll belong to me
And I don't wanna see you
If you're tellin lies to me
But maybe one day you'll belong to me
I wish I had the chance to really get to know you
But I don't know what to say
I wish I had the chance to really get to know you
And I hope I get my way
Hope I get my way
I want you to want me
And I know that you can't see me
And maybe one day you'll belong to me
And I don't want to see you
If you're telling lies to me
And maybe one day you'll belong to me
See you later... Hopefully.
1. where have you been an hour ago?
At the library looking for books.
2. state your full name.
Charnakin Skywalker.
3. do you likE your name?
Funky.
4. can you remember what you did on the first day of school this year?
Panic. Niz and I couldn't find the class.
5. what is ur number?
Like a code? 05 then.
6. at what age you first learn to use a pc?
When I was younger.
7. do u think u could live without a pc?
Haven't tried.
8. do you feel lonely right now?
Always.
9.have you ever eaten any exotic food ?
Don't care for 'em.
10.have you ever thought of driving the train at MRT?
Oooh sure.
11.which do you prefer? sunny or rainy days?
Depends. Light drizzle's good.
12.what pet do you have?
Woody and Landy!!!
13.what is the brand of your first wristwatch?
It was probably brandless.
14.look at your back, what did you see?
My back.
15.what do you want to say to your friends?
I miss you guys.
16.do you sing while you are taking a bath?
No.
17.how many gf's/bf's you already had?
None.
18.dream that you remembered?
Err.. I had a husky that was living outside my house on the staircase.
19.what do u usually do if ur mad?
I'd be mad.
20.do you agree on the saying to forgive is to forget?
I try to.
21. last thing you held before using the pc?
My MP3.
22.Where is that place you always dreamed of going to?
Whereever you will go.
23. When was the last time your tears fell?
Basketball camp.
24.Where will you go after here?
Hopefully to meet that special someone.
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// Action for Singapore Dogs //
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// House Rabbit Society Singapore //
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