Friday, July 29
[ First ] thing you SAID when you woke up
Oh fuck I'm gonna be late
[ First ] thing u DID when you woke up this morning ?
Sit up in bed
[ First ] person you CALLED today ?
Kang Hwee
[ First ] person you talked to today ?
Mum
[ First ] person you were thinking about today ?
I consider Woody a person
[ First ] song you listened to today ?
Story Of The Year - Anthem Of Our Dying Day
[ First ] movie you watched today ?
None
[ First ] Tv show you watched today ?
None
[ First ] place you went to today ?
The toilet?
[ First ] person you met today ?
Niz
[ First ] person you hugged today ?
None
[ First ] person you kissed today ?
None
[ First ] drink you drank today ?
COKE!
[ First ] thing you ate today ?
Nuggets
[ First ] homework you did today ?
Vb?
[ First ] website you visited today ?
www.catchthetears.blogger.com
[ First ] picture you took today ?
None
[ First ] thing you touched today ?
Woody!
[ Current ] clothes you are wearing ?
Jeans, t-shirt and my wooly jacket
[ Current ] homework you are doing ?
VBVBVB simultaneous equations
[ Current ] drink you are drinking ?
COKE!
[ Current ] song you are listening to ?
Farewell To Friends
[ Current ] hair ?
As it always is?
[ Current ] smell ?
None
[ Current ] online users on your msn list
Don't know... Lazy to count 'em
[ Current ] mood ?
SLEEPY, frustrated, sleepy.
[ Current ] desktop wallpaper ?
A picture of a bunny and a wolf. Before and after. I'll show it to you if you ask.
[Current ] people you are missing ?
Umm..
[ Last ] person you talked to ?
Sherylyn
[ Last ] thing you said ?
Are you mad? Or are you mad? Pick one.
[ Last ] thing you did ?
VBVBVB
[ Last ] person who called you ?
Huang Yun
[ Last ] game you played ?
SillyPool. Hahaha
[ Last ] thing you bought ?
Chicken Chops
[ Last ] person that msged you in msn ?
HuiMin
[ Last ] thing you touched ?
My mouse
[ Last ] thing you ate ?
Chicken Chops
[ Last ] thing you wish to say ?
As in last words? "Be kind to all animals"????? Whahaha
Thursday, July 28
It's 12:05am.
I'm listening to the song on Alex's blog.
I'm alone.
I'm sad.
I'm depressed.
I'm crying.
I don't know why.
Just seeing your picture's brought back so many memories, so many feelings, so many thoughts.
Just talking to you makes me remember so so much.
Remember? Do you remember??
Well, I do.
I remember.
I've never realised that I missed you this much.
Do you ever realise that I miss you this much?
I don't think so.
It's been so long since I last saw you.
I bet you've changed.
But I'm also betting that my feelings for you haven't.. Somehow.
Y'know, you're still the only one who can make me smile through my tears with your antics.
You're the only one who really gets to me.
No matter how sad or depressed I am, you never fail to cheer me right on up.
Sometimes even without knowing it.
I guess you, will always remain special.
And I dare say,
The most special one in my heart..
Hey, I really miss you.
Letters, never a letter,
I get no letters in the mail.
I've been forgotten, yeah, forgotten,
Oh how I wonder, how is it I failed.
Monday, July 25
Oh and by the way,
It's Woody and Landy's birthday today!
BIRTHDAY
MY
LITTLE
DARLINGS!
When I opened the door, I just went "HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLS!"
And my mum got jealous.
She said that I didn't wish her as enthuastically when it was her birthday.
lol
Shall maybe make a veggie cake for 'em tmr.
(:
One year olds.
Damn.
It's gonna be hella sad when they go.
I love this new template.
It's 100% designed by yours truly.
Codes from scratch and from my previous template.
Picture's original and self-edited.
So proud of myself.
Spent the whole of yesterday on this.
Like 6+ hours.
Heh.
Accomplishment!
Oh, and if you don't notice,
The whole thing's Matchbook Romance themed.
Words and all.
Maybe it's the lack of 'romance' in my life.
Hahaha...
Comments!
Was gonna skip school this morning
But I've training later so it'd be a shame to go all the way home then back to school for training.
Cognative process and problem solving today.
Something about the femur.
Pretty CSI-y.
Heh.
It's gonna be a long day.
With only coke and malteasers for company.
But I'll get through this.
I always have.
If I could have one wish tonight
I'd wish upon a satellite
To bring me back to you
To bring me back to you
Saturday, July 23
Wow.
He really likes you...
That's good.
Anyway,
Back from the HRSS event at Woodlands Community Center!
So shagged.
Came home and fell asleep straightaway so there's fur on my bed now.
Hee.
The turnout was pretty poor today.
With the heavy rain and all that crap.
=/
But CYNTHIA CAME!
So cool.
Like I haven't spoken to her properly in what? 4, 5 years?
Kinda awkward, but it was cool seeing her again.
(:
Sales were't that great.
$400+ only.
Yeah.
Initially, we didn't want to bring Woody and Landy cus we didn't know if there was space for 'em.
But later, dad came and brought the two down!
So cute la.
Thay were born in Woodlands by the way.
So like, former residents.
Landy's sleeping now.
She and Woody're really wiped out.
They were so good.
Sit still and let people pet and all.
(:
ACRES was there!
And ASD and CWS and SPCA!
So shiok.
I spent about $40 plus buying stuff from the societies.
Mummy's money.
Heh.
Woody was being silly today.
I put her on an empty chair and I sat on the one next to her chair,
Then she climbed from her chair onto my lap and didn't want to budge.
So I moved her to the empty chair again and again she climbed onto my lap!
Hahahaha!
So cute right?
(x
Simply something.
Mum wants me to be the HRSS president.
Or vice-president.
Ha!
Jokes.
I'm already the co-Events Organiser!
Which is cool.
And I'm gonna get to update and edit the hrss site too.
Heehee.
Maybe.. One day la.
Okay, random shots time:
Going to Baybeats
The FCC. (-Feli - Sze)
Rp Women's Basketball Team.
Ahh weddings.
Meet my pizza.
And my slightly squashed cheeseburger.
Oh, and Woody says hi. (x
Friday, July 22
Something that's warming my ears at the moment:
I'm sorry for, I'm sorry for, I'm sorry for,
Bleeding on your porch.
I know I know I know,
Knew that it wasn't right,
But of course I tried
To keep my heart inside of my
Chest but that fell through
That's why I'm here with her not you
Ok.
Sure.
I got it.
I'm sorry.
Thank you.
I'll try.
I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry.
Wednesday, July 20
I've got my hood up.
It's cold.
It's so cold.
I'm cold.
So cold inside.
Would you forget everyone, forget everyhting
And start over with me
Would you take my hand, and never let me go
Well promise me you'll never let me go
And now the stars aren't out tonight
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye
And these memories can't replace
These wishes I wish and dreams I chase
Well take this broken heart and make it right
I feel like I've lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like
To have you here with me
I thought you should know
You're not making this easy
I never thought I'd be the one to say
Please don't, well please don't leave me
I feel like I've lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what its like
To have you here with me
I thought you should know, you're not making this easy
You're not making this
Easy
Easy
Easy
Easy
Easy
Take my hand and never let me go,
Take my hand and never let me go
Promise me, you'll never let go
Never let go, never let go
You'll never let go
Make this last forever
I feel like I've lost everything
When your gone,
Left remembering what it's like,
To have you here with me
I thought you should know
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
I'll fall asleep tonight
Cause that brings me closer to you
It's over. It's over.
It's all over.
Please let it be over.
Tuesday, July 19
Debate debate debate!
Gaaah.
So stressed.
Painful.
Backache.
Uggh.
Fourth speaker.
The proposition's super strong.
Damn scary.
Hahaha.
Thanks Hazel for the nice handmade breakfast.
Really hit the spot.
(:
Missed the AVA talk today cus of this debate.
I hope we do well.
Pray.
Monday, July 18
It's another rainy no mood day in school.
Feeling really sleepy.
And my back's killing me.
Slowly.
But then again.
So're you.
Please note that the bunny and FCC pictures are uploaded/updated. Feel free to take a look.
I'm gonna let my heart speak
I've been so mad cuz he treats you bad
But that's not what I would do
Cuz I'd kill for you
I'd do you things that I know he wouldnt do
I write these words and I want the truth
Why can't I be with you
why can't I be the guy for you
He breaks your heart and he tells you lies
Why do girls always fall for these guys
He never bothers to listen to you
But that's not what I would do
I'd kill for you
I'd do you things that I know he wouldn't do
I write these words and I want the truth
Why can't I be with you
Why can't I be the guy for you
Why can't I be the guy for you..
I'd kill for you
I'd do you things that I know he wouldn't do
I write these words and I want the truth
Why can't I be with you
I'd kill for you (I'd kill for you I'd kill for you)
I'd do you things that I know he wouldn't do
I write these words and I want the truth (I cry for you I cry for you)
Why can't I be with you
Why can't I be the guy for you
Friday, July 15
I beat Ant, Kiat and Jan at pool today.
Consectively.
Wow.
For the first time.
Really.
Damn shiok the feeling.
Only 14 people came to class out of 25.
Pretty pathetic.
A Maths lesson all over again.
Permutation and Combination.
I miss gan ma's lessons.
They were so much of fun and so little of learning.
Third Place was packed.
Literally.
Ant and I had to stand till our legs ached.
But it was nice.
Caracal, Shadow and another band.
Ahh...
Back and shoulder aches are killing me.
But my senses are on high.
(:
Wednesday, July 13
instructions: write down the name of someone who comes to mind when you see the alphabet accordingly and what/why it makes you remember them.
A: Anthea!! FCC's Official Photographer with her supercool camera all! Wooooo! Pool pro! Pool pro! MILO BALL MILO BALL! Let's play again when we both can meet up! Cheers antspants!
B: Brenda my brudder!!!!!
C: Carolyn! I still remember the extremely hard whack she gave me when we were in sec 1!! (:
D: Dawnakins! Hahahha... Cus she just signed into msn! So coincidental! Misses Dawn!
E: Eunice Ng. The retard who forgets that she's not logged onto vpn and tries signing into msn for over an hour! Haha.. No la.. Just cus she's sitting next to me. lol.
F: Feli Tay! Haven't seen her in AGES! We really have to meet up... Really!
G: Grace.. Dawnie's sis.. Hahaha
H: HuiMin. Rp's star player! Damn pro damn pro! Always horny. Hahaha... Stupid one.
I: Iriyani? My junior. Hahaa
J: Janice Ong King Kong!! Aka Jenny Wong. She seems to be getting sick a real lot. Must ask people to take care of her one. Hahaha.. Jan, stop wearing the same thing over and over!
K: Kiakin! Kiakin! Woooo! My SCHOOLMATE!
L: Leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeena! Waffle woman of Gelare! So shoik.. Have yet to try her ice cream and waffles. Mmmm... See you FCC!
M: Ming! Aka Bai Kah De! (: Funny basketballer. Runs super fast even with a freaking sprained ankle. Can't stand her!!!!!
N: Errr.. Niz? Hahaha
O: Orange. Don't know him well though... =/
P: Pamela... P. Hahaha..
Q: Queen! aka Nana! PRO PRO PRO PRO PRO!
R: Ryyyyyyyyyan! Mr OC hunk! -drools-
S: Stephie Chia. My leader in sec 3 camp.
T: Teeny Teh! The HRSS (House Rabbit Society) president! Super siao one. hahaha.
U: Udaya! Saw her that day at the POP!!! Waaah.. CI already wor.. Coolness!
V: Vanessa Ho HO HO!!!
W: Wai Mun? lol
X: Xiaoqueen/Xiaoming! I've mentioned both bball pros!
Y: Yu Sze laalaalaaalaalaalaaa! CJC CJC CJC! I like the uniform!
Z: Zilei. Saw her at POP the other day too!
Saturday, July 9
12:01am
It's a new day.
But I'm still fed up over stuff that happened at POP this evening.
Ask me in person or over the phone if you want to know.
I don't want to pen it down.
Today started off pretty well.
UT was screwed though.
But the lesson was alright.
Understandable.
Fun even.
Met FCC after school.
Man, I miss those people.
Jan, change your clothes please.
Haha.
Then left to headed back to SJC for the POP.
Was really enjoying myself then yeah.. Stuff happened.
Don't want to elaborate here.
The teeny ones are running all around the playpen.
I really have to get down to taking more pictures of them.
Simply adorable.
***** and ****** are bastards.
And I always thought of them as nice.
But that **** is one hell of a fuckard for starting everything.
Worst one of the entire bloody lot I should say.
Lay off it won't you morons?
People do move on y'know?
So fuck the hell off.
Jackasses.
Friday, July 8
1. Do you know ur bestfriend's friendster password?
Yup!
2. Do you think long distance relationships work for u?
Sure. If the other party's cool with it
3. Are u an emotional person?
Yup
4. If u had one last breath to say something to someone u love what would u say?
(Too long to type out. Hahaha.. I have a long last breath.)
5. Do you believe in best friends?
Yeah
6. Ever felt so jealous of your friend?
Yeah
7. What was the last thing you did?
VB worksheet
8. Who is right next to you?
Sunnie
9. Who was the last person you ate out with?
Umm.. Sherylyn and Kelvin
10. How many times was your page been viewed till now?
Don't know
11. How's the weather right now?
Can't tell. No windows.
12. Last person you spoke to on the phone?
Bel
13. Last person who called you?
Bel
14. Last song you sang?
If All Else Fails - Matchbook Romance
15. Last time you danced?
I don't dance
16. Lost a friendship over something stupid?
Yeah
17. Smoked?:
No
18. Dumped someone off before?:
No
19. Been really depressed before?:
Many times
20. Faked being sick to miss school?:
Yup
21. What time did you wake up today
6.50am
22. Current taste
I've got a coke craving
23. Do you like the person who sent you this?
Sure, she's my cousin.
24. What are you wearing right now?
T-shirt, jeans, jacket, shoes, socks and other stuff.. wahah
25. Are you too shy to ask anyone out?
Yeah
26. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Eyes and smile!!
27. Where are u now?
Classroom. PN0205A!!!
Thursday, July 7
Hey
Training later at 5.
Waiting for Brenda to finish off class now.
Still in class.
Sherylyn's knocked out.
Hahhaa
Huimin's being a pain in the ass.
Ha!
Anyhow, today's problem was tricky.
Involved chemistry and physics.
At least Kelvin was around.
(:
Funny la that guy.
So fun to make fun of.
Derek's gone so I'm not on cs.
Got bored with pool.
Hmm yeah.
Yday my team did well.
-Beams-
We should go to the library more often.
Must go get the meji chocolate thingy.
So nice
The 3 brown ones have their little eyes open now.
The two little white one should have their opened either today or tmr.
So cute!
And we might be adopting the smallest one, Flik.
(:
Hopefully we do.
Maybe I'll get to keep it in my room.
(x
Monday went for the HRSS talk with a few people.
It was cool but it was pretty sad to see everyone not paying attention.
=/
But the next few animal talks set up by Mr Koh restricts the bringing of laptops into the hall.
Maybe it was cus I said that most people only went for the points.
Hahaha..
But I think it's a good move.
No FCC-ing this week.
Gotta go back for POP(passing our parade)!
Hopefully alow will let me in.
The bitch.
Gotta head off.
Hungry.
Later.
Niz: Only stupid people forget that they are not connected to VPN and try to sign in to MSN for over an hour. At least I'm not dissing you behind your back. Show me Viper soon please!
Dawnie: Eh if alow doesn't let me in stay outside and talk to me ya? You'd better!
Wednesday, July 6
Only stupid people forget that they are not connected to VPN and try to sign in to MSN for over an hour.
Hahahaha.
Retards.
Tuesday, July 5
LITTLE FUDGE OPENED HIS/HER/IT'S EYES!
OHMYFUCKINGGOSH!
SO CUTE!
WAAAAAAAH!
Put him/her/it on the sofa and took pictures!
So adorable!
He/She/It looks like a small little dog.
Hahaha dog face!
x) CUTE!
Sunday, July 3
The little ones are about 8 - 9 days old now.
Hopefully I can get the camera back before they open their little eyes.
They can walk around now.
Slowly and pretty unstably
Very cute.
Cus they can't see where they're going all.
Hahaha
Really something.
Anyone wants to adopt?
But you have to adopt in pairs cus they'll get lonely sometimes.
They've got fur and little whiskers growing out.
Oh, and little tiny teeth!
Damn cute la.
And their small paws and nails.
You should see them when they try digging.
So damn cute.
We've named the biggest one Fudge so far.
I like the smallest one.
It's wound still looks pretty gross though.
Maybe cus it's still growing.
=/
They're all sleeping in a bundle now.
Adorable.
Just adorable.
I've got myself grounded.
Meaning that I won't be able to catch the ava/caracal gig this coming friday.
What the fuck.
Well, at least I can still look forward to trainings.
Among other things.
Jan: Hurry come online. I got stuff to tell you! (: