Wednesday, August 31
The largest chocolate bar in the world, a giant block 9ft high, 4ft wide , weighing 1.1 tonnes, was made by Cadbury Dairy Milk in 1998. It would take you nearly 120 years to eat it!
www.mms.com
Tuesday, August 30
I miss writing stuff.
I need inspiration but nothing comes.
My muse is on leave.
I miss Oats and Barley.
Suddenly.
As I sit here all alone,
I wonder how I'm supposed to carry on,
When you're gone.
I'll never be the same without you,
I love you more than you will ever know.
So maybe now you finally know
Sometimes we're helpless and alone,
But you can't let it keep you weighed down.
You must go on.
Do you ever feel like crying?
Do you ever feel like giving up?
I raise my hands up towards the sky
And say this prayer for you tonight,
Because nothing is impossible.
Saturday, August 27
12:22am
I'm proud of myself.
Kinda.
I guess.
I hope?
Ouch.. That was one hell of a burn you gave me.
=/
FCC outing was pretty short but hella fun.
We moved from scary people's pictures to scary things's pictures.
Sat and freaked ourselves out with stupid photoshopped pictures.
lol
Least it wasn't on my computer.
Walked and took some pics.
Send 'em over antspants!
Ate a lot today.
One evm and one home cooked dinner.
But yumm
Basketball at night.
Shiok
I think I have a corn on my toe.
It's hard..
Mr Sim's disappointed with me.
:(
Damnit, he made me feel like such an asshole.
Shall work fucking hard and give him a damn good RJ when I get up in the morning/afternoon later.
I miss basketball.
Just shooting and fooling around and training.
Remind me again why I love that sport?
(x
Ack, backache.
It's aircon night tonight.
Fucking cold.
Fiction is the truth inside the lie............. -Stephen King
Friday, August 26
Monday
FCC got together and gave JennyWong a huge suprise.
Hope she enjoyed that.
I still remember the expression on her face when she saw the actual suprise.
Hahahhaa..
But now when I cry noone'll listen to me.. (inside joke)
GAAH!!
Tuesday
Went over to Lyn's to sleep/slack in the morning.
Then went to our god-father's place.
Lyn and Min were getting stuff.
Managed to visit Bubbles and Chucky!!!
(x
Furballs
Then ballball outing in the afternoon.
Was so tired cus spent the better part of the night on the phone.
Hahhaha..
And Kyer was on the bed trying to lick me in the morning so couldn't really sleep.
Wednesday
Was good and went home after school to help with the housework and rabbits.
Free dinner from mum and dad too!
Woohoo!
Stayed out till pretty late..
Hee
Thursday
Skipped school AGAIN!
Lyn's place.
Slept some then couldn't sleep anymore.
Frustrated.
Haa
Met Min after her school then Cartel-ing the whole evening.
Lagsana and ice cream and Coke and Malteasers and Twisties.
Ohoh..
There was this woman at gardens who asked us to take care of her stuff for her while she brought the rest of her stuff to who-knows-where.
Then we were like "Eh... You think it's a bomb?"
HAHAHHA!
We kept poking, then edging away from the package.
Hahaha..
Retards!
But it was hella fun.
(x
Miss you guys.
Btw, I know Lyn's deep dark secret..
Muahahhaa...
Today
Haven't done squat for school so far.
It's 1.30 now
Boring with a capital "B" today.
But there's FCC to look forward to!
Can't stay long though..
=/
God-damned sleepy.
And my back's hurting again.
Stupid fuck.
Celebrated Bren's birthday just now.
The cake was good.
She was touched.. But she insisted she didn't cry.
Haaa...
Whatever man!
Lyn: Thanks for being there! Hope you have a good trip. And enjoy yorself ya? Miss those late night talks.. Heehee.. Catch ya when you get back!
Well, I'll wait till you listen
I won't say a word
To follow your instincts
Just never worked for me
You're silent but strong
(Yeah, I'm playing that card)
And you're noticing nothing again
Now I'm lying on the table
With everything you said
Keep that in mind the way that it felt
When the most I could do was to just blame myself
(Yeah, I'm playing that card)
When the most I could do was to just blame myself
And I know, you know, everything
I know you didn't mean it
I know you didn't mean it
I know, you know, everything (Drop everything)
I know you didn't mean it (Start it all over)
I know you didn't mean it
(Remember more than you'd like to forget)
So, we're talking forever
And you almost feel better
But, better's no excuse for tonight
You see, it's never bad enough
To just leave or give up
But, it's never good enough to feel right
Now I'm lying on the table
With everything you said
It will all catch up eventually
Well, it caught up and honestly
The weight of my decisions
Were impossible to hold
But they were never yours
They were never yours
Well I know, you know, everything
I know you didn't mean it
I know you didn't mean it
I know, you know, everything (Drop everything)
I know you didn't mean it (Start it all over)
I know you didn't meant it
(Remember more than you'd like to forget)
Drop everything, start it all over
Remember more than you'd like to forget
Drop everything, start it all over
Remember more than you'd like to forget
Would you like to forget
Would you like to forget
Drop everything, start it all over
Well drop everything start it all over (Would you like to forget)
Drop everything start it all over
Start it all
Well I know, you know, everything
I know you didn't mean it
I know you didn't mean it
I know, you know, everything (Drop everything)
I know you didn't mean it (Start it all over)
I know you didn't meant it
(Remember more than you'd like to forget)
I know, you know
I know, you know
You know, you know, you know.
Tuesday, August 23
Sunday, August 21
dream [dreem]
n (plural dreams)
1. imaginings while asleep: a sequence of images that appear involuntarily to the mind of a sleeping person, often a mixture of real and imaginary characters, places, and events
2. waking imaginings: a series of images, usually pleasant ones, that pass through the mind of somebody who is awake
3. something hoped for: something that somebody hopes, longs, or is ambitious for, usually something difficult to attain or far removed from present circumstances
4. idle hope: an idea or hope that is impractical or unlikely ever to be realized
5. vague state: a state of inattention owing to preoccupation with thoughts or fantasies
6. something beautiful: somebody or something that seems particularly good-looking or wonderful
I had a dream last night.
Fuck dreams.
Oh,
Your command of the English language just sucks.
Saturday, August 20
Wow hey, 6 months.
Congrats you two.
(:
I'm happy.
Or at least I'm trying.
Sorry.
Haven't been feeling good in a long while.
Don't know what the fuck's wrong with my shoulders/back.
Fucking painful.
-Sighs-
To sum up my life at this point,
Everything's fucked.
And I mean everything.
Health, emotions, friends, family, money, life.
I miss those times when every damn thing was going right.
Long ago.
Back when I was with you.
Oh well, that's in the past.
So the past's fucked as well.
Yeah.. Just fuck it all.
kiat, ray, lyn, min, niz, june, dawn, rebs, joel, ball. thanks.
Tuesday, August 16
Why did I have to go and complicate things?
Now it's one big fucked up mess.
And I can't pick up the pieces.
I've lost a friend I treasure.
Know I'll never get that back.
Just want her to know that,
I didn't mean for all this to happen.
And I did what I thought was best.
But I guess I did wrong.
Nothing I can do to make it up now.
Apologies are all I can manage with.
I can't take back what I said.
I can't take back how I feel.
But I will try to change.
Everyone makes mistakes, I don't deny
That this's my biggest mistake ever,Maybe I should have lied when I could?
I'm sorry.
Monday, August 15
Training's over.
Life sucks.
Really.
Worst day this year?
Yeah.
Okay.
I'd love to choose for you.
But then I'd be selfish.
Cause I'll definately be biased?
I know what I want.
It's just a matter of what you want.
So yeah,
You gotta choose this on your own.
I'll be there for you, sure.
But you'll have choose.
I'm sorry.
I'm so, so sorry.
Please forgive me.
My gosh.
What a fuck-y day it's been so far.
All 3hours and 36minutes of it.
(It's 8:17am now)
Maybe I shouldn't have woken up today at all.
Fuck.
Just fuck it all.
Sunday, August 14
Nothing to you but something to me
Small but large on scale
Insignificant maybe
No big deal probably
Something minute
Nothing to you,
But everything to me.
(2:42am)
AGM yday (technically yday)!
It was fun.
Cus I sat next to Teeny.
Ha!
That retard was being retarded as usual.
We traded mean jokes.
Mmm yeah.
Jo got into the committee!
Woohoo!
And I'm gonna help her organise an adoption drive!
Shiokness.
After AGM went to meet people for awhile before having a belated Mother's Day dinner for my grandma at Crystal Cafe.
Mmm..
Porriage buffet!
Ha.
Don't know why but I'm really beat.
So goodnight!
Thursday, August 11
Oh I just love the song on my blog.
So bloody sweet.
Today'll be either extremely good or extremely bad.
No variations.
HAHAHAHA.
Okay.
Ya.
Saw an old lady on the bus who was talking to herself.
She turned around and said rubbish to me.
It was scary.
Stare-y scary.
Hahaha.
It's been a wonderful morning so far (7:43am now).
-Smiles-
And who knows, it might just get better.
Here's to hoping.
(Coke + Early mornings + Insufficient sleep + People)
Wednesday, August 10
Five..
But you don't realise.
Yet.
Drowning
Just as fast as I can
But don't throw me a line
Dont reach out your hand, cause
I'm on the brink of something beautiful
And I want to sing about it
But I don't know where to begin
Writing a letter
But the words don't
Come out right
Trying to explain how
Nobody can do me like
You don't understand
How helpless I can get
Since the day that we met
Oh, can you feel it yet
It's never been more perfect for me in my life
I've never been so satisfied, oh, oh, oh
I can feel something
Different for the first time
Having made sense
When all the words rhyme
No chance of stopping now
I'm taking it all
And now I'm caught in the air
It's a good life
Pass it up, I wouldn't dare
Or wonder why, alright
I remeber being
Ready and waiting to fall
Just like I did tonight
Spinning
Around and around
Until my left was my right
And up became down
Just one look can
Knock me off of my feet
So unable to speak
Oh, how you make me weak
Though it was a while ago
I still can recall
That moment's all ready
And waiting to fall
Keep thinking back in time
Remembering when
You captured my heart
Over and over again
It's never been more perfect for me in my life
I've never been so satisfied, oh, oh, oh
I can feel something
Different for the first time
Having made sense
When all the words rhyme
No chance of stopping now
I'm taking it all
And now I'm caught in the air
It's a good life
Pass it up, I wouldn't dare
Or wonder why, alright
I remember being
Ready and waiting to fall
Just like I did tonight
(Waiting to fall)
I can feel something
Different for the first time
Having made sense
When all the words rhyme
No chance of stopping now
I'm taking it all
And now I'm caught in the air
It's a good life
Pass it up, I wouldnt dare
Or wonder why, alright
I remeber being
Ready and waiting to fall
Just like I did tonight
Monday, August 8
I'm hugging little Jas and typing this now.
Hahhaa.
She's making herself comfortable on my lap.
Mmmm... So nice to hug.
Well've been going out late these past few days.
So shall stay home for the National Day holidays I guess.
Do a little housework, groom a little bunny.
Supposed to do the slides for the HRSS AGM (annual gerenal meeting) that's next Sat.
But don't have all the info yet.
Freaking slow.
Least I'm working with Joanna, Adeline, Teeny.
(:
Fun people.
Haha..
The little girl on my lap's trying to lick my face.
And I'm headed home now.
Later.
Friday, August 5
One.
I'll count the days with my one hand.
This's the beginning that I've started.
And here's to hoping that there'll be no end.
Thanks.
I've started counting.
5th of Aug. (:
Tuesday, August 2
Okay!
Just back from prata-ing with bro.
Anyway, an update on the weekend.
Sat
Went for the HRSS comm meeting with mum.
It was at Joanna's place.
She's 19! Like the only other teen in the comm.
Whaha..
It was fun la.
Esp when it came to voting for president.
Tenny was being an ass.
She went, "Who wants to be president?" then she whacked me.
Stupid St. Nicks - SJC thing.
Whacked her back.
Hahaha
Pity she's stepping down..
=/
After the meeting Christine drove mum and I to Toyogo to see plastic-y stuff.
Quite cool la.
Then went to see Jas!
After soooooo long..
The silly one hasn't forgotten me.
(x
Sunday
Woke early and went for the dog show at Expo with bro.
Got to know Pearlyn, her dad, and her FOUR GERMAN SHEPHARDS!
Like waaaaaah!
FOUR.
Sheesh.
But damn shiok.
I WALKED A GERMAN SHEPHARD!
AND A HUSKY!
Hell yeah!
After the show went to Gardens to meet Lyn, Min, John.
Saw Rebby along the way and I think I sufficiently humilated her on her neighbourhood.
Wahaha..
Yes I'm evil, I know.
Chomps was for dinner!
Yumyum.
Then went to Macs where we sat and reminicsed while taking stupid pictures.
Lyn's house after to see Izzy and Kyer!
Both've grown..
Never realised how much I missed them!!
(:
Didn't go to school today.
Sick.
Flu, fever, cough and sore throat since Sunday.
Gaaah-ness.
Anyhow, slept till 1-ish then went to the Polyclinic with bro.
My first time there!
So boring..
Wait and wait and wait.
But cheap.. $6.80.
Heh.
So after spending over an hour at the freaking Polyclinic, we went to take 83.
Was supposed to go home, but we ended up taking 86 to Jalan Kayu to eat prata!
Hahahha.
Stupid things done spontaneouslty.
So headed home by LRT after our pratas..
And we ended up taking 83 AGAIN from Sengkang!
Retard-ness.
I'm such a bastard.
If only you knew man.
Sucha jerk.
Geez.
But I can't really help myself.