a farewell to a friend

Cauterize - Something Beautiful

Faded,
Away like the color in a blue sky
At the end of the day
Night falls, and the search begins
For something, something better than this

Scream or a cry the truth or a lie
I'm not sure they will save us this time
I don't wanna be around
When it all comes down to watch something beautiful die

You said the only way is to run away
You're sick of me so you just can't
Stick around to hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
I just cant stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you

Helpless cus my hands are tied
Eyelids pinned back so they're opened wide
In a theater, all alone
In the front row, to watch something beautiful die

Scream or a cry the truth or a lie
I'm not sure they will save us this time
I don't wanna be around
When it all comes down to watch something beautiful die

You say the only way is to run away
Sick of me so you just cant stick around
To hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
Just can't stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you

What happened to
The things that we used to do
You said its all the same
And that you needed a change
You left without good-bye
And now I'm wonderin why

I don't think I wanna know
All the things he does better
How the past just doesn't matter
You left me once, this time will be the last time

You say the only way is to run away
Sick of me so you just cant stick aournd
To hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
Just can't stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you

Look for the feeling that we lost
Where'd you have it last
Maybe if we retrace our steps
But we can't find the path
That led us here to where we stand
Face to face to watch this bitter end
Now something beautiful is dead

Monday, October 31

Get well Woody...
Please.

And the time you said that this is forever..

Friday, October 28

There was no fear
Only a roaring fire that refused to be put out
Only the determination that could not be quashed
Only the true spirit of the game
No losses, no wins
Just basketball.

And the time you said that this is forever..

Wednesday, October 26

I've been bloody sick for a whole damn week.
Stupid shit.
Ben & Jerry's! Ben & Jerry's!
(:
Culture today.
Feels like Literature all over again.
Ahh Literature.
I miss SJC.
And SJC-ians.
"St Joseph St Joseph
We pledge our loyalty to thee..."
(x

Empty another bottle
And let me tear you to pieces
this is me wishing you into the worst situations
I'm the kind of kid that can't let anything go
But you wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat

And the time you said that this is forever..

Tuesday, October 18

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LENA & LYN!!

Sick.
Uggh.
Fever, flu, sore throat, aching body.
Didn't go to school today and mummy let me stay home!
(x
Anyway, slept most of the day away and watched teevee.
Now's practice time.. Cause I'm usually too busy to do so.

Even a good day can become a bad one
Didja feel that? That twinge? Bet it got to you didn't it you asshole? Ha! Had to move your ass around. Hope you get yourself used to that feeling.. Cause it's what I have to bleeding go through every damn day.

Ant's right, people are better off as firewood.
Y'hear? Burn you morons!

And the time you said that this is forever..

Friday, October 14

BEN & JERRY'S! BEN & JERRY'S! BEN & JERRY'S!!

Just had about 4 scoops on Ben & much Jerry's!
-Grins-
All Kiat's fault.
The Ben & Jerry's people were so generous..
Give me so much ice cream.
Mmm.. Chocolate heaven.
Now we're in Macs with antspants.
Just chilling.

Breakfast at Ikea's then Suntec-ing at Toys'R'Us then City Link-ing and now PS-ing.
(x
I love my full schedule.

I CAN'T WAIT TILL TOMORROW!

And the time you said that this is forever..

Monday, October 10

I miss my JenJen!
Imagine, I got attached to her in just an hour.
-Sigh-
It'll be at least one whole week before I can see her again.
=/

I miss Tattoo, and Paintbrush, and Blackie, and Blackie Leong, and Sunshine, and Natelie, and ChaCha, and Dinner, and Happy, and Titan, and Cookie, and Billy, and Yellow, and BenBen, and Bambi, and Ray and Roy
And Jen~!!

I miss running with them, playing catch, scratching behind their ears, hugging them, holding them..
-Sigh-
They deserve more than they're given.

Can you catch up with yourself if you run?

And the time you said that this is forever..

Monday, October 3

First day of semester 2.
What a drag.
I'm missin' PN0205A.
Oh well.
Kiat and I are at different ends again.
Block C and Block G.

I'm just glad the holidays are over.
Kinda.
I need the toilet.

Flowers bloom and die
Wind brings butterflies or snow
A stone wouldn't notice.

ps: Sat's event was fantabulous.

And the time you said that this is forever..