a farewell to a friend

Cauterize - Something Beautiful

Faded,
Away like the color in a blue sky
At the end of the day
Night falls, and the search begins
For something, something better than this

Scream or a cry the truth or a lie
I'm not sure they will save us this time
I don't wanna be around
When it all comes down to watch something beautiful die

You said the only way is to run away
You're sick of me so you just can't
Stick around to hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
I just cant stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you

Helpless cus my hands are tied
Eyelids pinned back so they're opened wide
In a theater, all alone
In the front row, to watch something beautiful die

Scream or a cry the truth or a lie
I'm not sure they will save us this time
I don't wanna be around
When it all comes down to watch something beautiful die

You say the only way is to run away
Sick of me so you just cant stick around
To hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
Just can't stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you

What happened to
The things that we used to do
You said its all the same
And that you needed a change
You left without good-bye
And now I'm wonderin why

I don't think I wanna know
All the things he does better
How the past just doesn't matter
You left me once, this time will be the last time

You say the only way is to run away
Sick of me so you just cant stick aournd
To hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
Just can't stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you

Look for the feeling that we lost
Where'd you have it last
Maybe if we retrace our steps
But we can't find the path
That led us here to where we stand
Face to face to watch this bitter end
Now something beautiful is dead

Tuesday, January 31

Latte's here! Latte's here!!
Little handsome boy.
x)

And the time you said that this is forever..

Saturday, January 28

Yesterday's reunion was more or less a success I think.
More cause everyone enjoyed themselves, some secrets were reveiled (oooh) and I got to stay over!
Whahaha..
Less cause everyone (edited here)EXCEPY JENNY fell asleep.
Espically the one who claimed we wouldn't be sleeping at all.

Dinner was potluck-ed.
Chicken wings, noodles, yu sheng, tang yuan, ma you ji, veggie pork/beef thingy, coke, wine, water, sparkling juice.
Yummers!
After that came Twister and Truth or Dare Jenga.
Feli and Sze hadta make a move so everyone escorted them off.
We took ANTM pictures and scared ourselves silly while walking back.
Then it was a movie marathon of Spongebob, There's Something About Mary, and Resident Evil.
Kiat and Ray knocked off after There's Something About Mary and Lena ko-ed when Resident Evil was starting.
I managed to hang in till the making of Resident Evil then I too went off to laalaaland.
I'm sorry Jenny! Hahhaa..
Had about 2 hours of sleep give or take and Jenny went off early.
Drifted in and out of sleep a bit more then the four remaining ones had a BK breakfast followed by Starbucks coffee.
Kiat felt nice today. Thanks for the CCF!!! (:
Lena went off to meet Nicky and the three of us had a heart-to-heart talk of sorts.
I shan't elaborate.
Success!
By the way, we haven't finished the sparkling juice so I'll bring it to Feli's on sat yeah? (:

I'm listening to S Club and S Club 7 now.
Brings back many memories.
And to all those who think that it's weird, GO FUCK YOURSELVES!
Cause I don't give twofucks about what you think.
And I'm not ashamed to listen to them.
Viva la S Club

And the time you said that this is forever..

Thursday, January 26

After 199.15 cans of Coca-Cola Classic, you'd be pushing up daisies.
http://www.energyfiend.com/death-by-caffeine/

And the time you said that this is forever..

Sunday, January 15

Was supposed to wake up early and go for the RP open house.
But I woke at 2pm.
Haa..

Had a match with ITE combined on Friday.
RP lost 33 to 51.
They put in a valiant effort although it was in vain.
Tough luck guys.
Two more matches to go at Singapore Basketball Centre.
I hate the place.
I hate the area.
I can't stand it.

It gets me so
Down down down down,
Down down down down,
Down down down down,
Down down down down.

It's still early (12:39am).
Shall strum some.

And the time you said that this is forever..

Friday, January 13

I shared something with one of my best friends last night.
We screamed.

Stupid fucker John.
Sonofabitch if there ever was one.
Silent Hill is so vomit-inducing.

IVP starts today.
Three matches, two weeks.
After that... who knows.
Yeah, noone knows.

Fuck.

And the time you said that this is forever..

Wednesday, January 11

UPDATE!

The past week's been basketball, basketball, basketball.
Regardless of, I managed to meet with the FCC on Friday evening.
(:
Something happened and I was made jester for the night.
-_-"
Mmmmm yeap

Sat and Sun was basketball camp.
Was at the ClubPets event in town in the morning and afternoon.
Camp started at 6 on Sat and ended at 6.30 on Sun.
Highlights were midnight relay/sprinting/running, playing dodgebasketball in the rain, playing other silly games in the rain, slipping and sliding and falling all around the court, mud wrestling in the MUD(!), washing down in full view of the canteen with a hose.
Hahaha..
Washing down with the hose and mud wrestling were the most memorable.
We played with the hose and wasted about a gazillion gallons of water.
Got little cuts and bruises everywhere from mud wrestling.
But it was a blast!
Woohoo!

But I missed my little ones so..
-Sigh-
This whole week's dedicated to basketball once again.
Friday's the first of three matches at some court in geylang/aljiunied.
Come?
We can FCC there. Hahaha..

And the time you said that this is forever..

Thursday, January 5

I've decided.
I'm in.
I'll do it.
100%
Till I drop dead or become unconscious or something.
BRING IT ON YOU LITTLE FUCKERS!

And the time you said that this is forever..

Wednesday, January 4

I don't know what to do anymore.
It's driving me insane.

And the time you said that this is forever..