Cauterize - Something Beautiful
Faded,
Away like the color in a blue sky
At the end of the day
Night falls, and the search begins
For something, something better than this
Scream or a cry the truth or a lie
I'm not sure they will save us this time
I don't wanna be around
When it all comes down to watch something beautiful die
You said the only way is to run away
You're sick of me so you just can't
Stick around to hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
I just cant stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you
Helpless cus my hands are tied
Eyelids pinned back so they're opened wide
In a theater, all alone
In the front row, to watch something beautiful die
Scream or a cry the truth or a lie
I'm not sure they will save us this time
I don't wanna be around
When it all comes down to watch something beautiful die
You say the only way is to run away
Sick of me so you just cant stick around
To hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
Just can't stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you
What happened to
The things that we used to do
You said its all the same
And that you needed a change
You left without good-bye
And now I'm wonderin why
I don't think I wanna know
All the things he does better
How the past just doesn't matter
You left me once, this time will be the last time
You say the only way is to run away
Sick of me so you just cant stick aournd
To hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
Just can't stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you
Look for the feeling that we lost
Where'd you have it last
Maybe if we retrace our steps
But we can't find the path
That led us here to where we stand
Face to face to watch this bitter end
Now something beautiful is dead
Yesterday was fun despite the downpour.
Met up with cheena and pantie pretty late.
Sat and stoned for awhile before deciding on our choice of pigout place.
We ended up first at Chomps, then the Market, and finally, Happy Daze.
I had Prawn/Hokkien Mee, Chicken Wings, Coke and Ben&Jerrys.
Ant and lena called me a pig.
lol
The Phish food fish have faces!
So cute!
There was a horny chef and an american wannabe rslang woman at Happy Daze.
(ripped from cheenameenalenathehyena)
So -__-"
We can do better than that yeah?
Wahahaha..
Next session Jalan Kayu?
I never really regretted anything up till now.
Fuck you.
I hate you.
-Yawn-
I'm falling asleep in class.
It's applied chemistry today.
My facilitator's really nice.
But I still can't fully grasp chemistry.
I've only gone through half of the 'O' Level chem book and about one-third of it was common knowledge, and rubbish.
Zzz..
Got up at 6.50am to try and catch the 7am bus to school.
Missed it and only got the 7.15am one.
I shall try again on Thursday.
And my facilitator's handphone just rang.
Hahaha.
Looking forward to tomorrow.
Break day!
I wonder how I will cope next semester when I won't have a break day.
:(
I need more sleep.
Hello hello!
I'm sorry for the lag in updates but I've been really busy this pass week.
Year 2 is very different from Year 1.
Lessons are all Science based now.
Microbiology, Applied Chemistry, Biochemistry, Genetics.
I've enjoyed my first two lessons so far, only getting a little stressed when we were doing applied chemistry because of my lack of knowledge of chem.
My class is pretty friendly and outgoing though I haven't had the chance to know everyone personally.
W35N is alright so far. (:
I have Wednesdays free so yaay!
Getting to school means taking bus then train then either walking or taking a bus again.
Zzz..
Takes about an hour.
I can take 161 straight to Woodlands but the buses are always bloody full and seatless.
Kiat and I were late on tuesday so we shared cab..
Came up to $12!!
Like wth so expensive.. But we got there in 15minutes I think.
But I guess some things will never change.
Cause flatface's still pissing me off. (-Mutter-)
Kiat is still skipping school.
I'm still chatting on the HRSS forum though noone signs in till pretty late.
And I'm online the whole damn day.
(:
Ant, Feli, Jan, Lena: Hey sorry for not meeting you guys.. Maybe next week I'll have my life more sorted out to meet you people yeah?
Jan: EH! So sorry about your template! I'll do a basic one and pass to you asap ok? Cause classes now damn difficult.. ><
School starts on Monday...
FUCK.
I'm gonna enjoy these last precious days of my holiday to the max.
Then it's back to school in Woodlands(So far!).
I suspect I'll update more when I'm back in school.
Since we're online all the time.
-Shrug-
Tmr's Jo's farewell dinner.
She's gonna study Vet Sci in Aussie and she's starting her foundation course this month.
I wonder if I'll ever do that in the future.
Hmm.
Well, back to enjoying the holidays.
While they last.
I abso-friggin-lutely love my new template.
And of course, the people in it.
Kudos to felidala and cheenameena and their self-timer photo taking skills!
And thanks to pantie for the codes!
(x
Smarties anyone?
Misunderstand this, STFU already.
Some people are getting stupid.
This song makes me wanna cry.
Aww geez.
Goodbye, goodbye....
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head
And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out
And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times
I wonder if It's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now then it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in
Oh oh oh
Oh god I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when
Oh oh oh
Oh god I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me
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