Faded,
Away like the color in a blue sky
At the end of the day
Night falls, and the search begins
For something, something better than this
Scream or a cry the truth or a lie
I'm not sure they will save us this time
I don't wanna be around
When it all comes down to watch something beautiful die
You said the only way is to run away
You're sick of me so you just can't
Stick around to hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
I just cant stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you
Helpless cus my hands are tied
Eyelids pinned back so they're opened wide
In a theater, all alone
In the front row, to watch something beautiful die
Scream or a cry the truth or a lie
I'm not sure they will save us this time
I don't wanna be around
When it all comes down to watch something beautiful die
You say the only way is to run away
Sick of me so you just cant stick around
To hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
Just can't stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you
What happened to
The things that we used to do
You said its all the same
And that you needed a change
You left without good-bye
And now I'm wonderin why
I don't think I wanna know
All the things he does better
How the past just doesn't matter
You left me once, this time will be the last time
You say the only way is to run away
Sick of me so you just cant stick aournd
To hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
Just can't stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you
Look for the feeling that we lost
Where'd you have it last
Maybe if we retrace our steps
But we can't find the path
That led us here to where we stand
Face to face to watch this bitter end
Now something beautiful is dead
Woody and Landy left for their new home last Saturday. Miss them like hell. Managed not to cry on the actual day but it hurt like hell. Imagine, they've been here for 972 days. We've watched them grow up, get sick, get well. We've watched them take their first step onto tiles watched them binker around the house. Watched them bounce off sofas, beg for food. Watched them learn how to say sorry, watched them learn their names. Watched and loved them. And now, we miss them.
I went out straight after they left. Couldn't bear to stay home and clear their playpen. My parents almost forgot to feed the other two. Cause there's noone begging to be fed. Hahaha my greedy babies. When they went over there, they went to hide in their boxes. But once there was food, they were out in a flash. Heard that Landy has begun to explore their new home. Woody follows but more slowly. Silly baby. (x
It's so much more quiet at home. There's noone to run back and forth looking for a pat or a hug. Noone to jump onto my face and nudge me for food. No baby to lick me. -Sigh-
Goodbye babies. I hope you know that I love you.
And just in case I don't update anymore this week,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PANTIA!
And the time you said that this is forever..
Tuesday, May 9
Three more minutes to 12!
Thanks for all the wishes and presents today. I'm too spent on coke to elaborate much bout the goingons. The best present was my little boy who's staying for a few days. Woohoohoo!
Nothing could spoil my mood today! Fuck you fuckers who tried!! HAHAHAA.. Chee byes.
And the time you said that this is forever..
Monday, May 8
Tomorrow, tomorrow.
My Microbio group's having a problem with this one guy in the group. He was such an asshole that he e-mailed the teacher saying that we didn't do shit and caused him to get a B. In actual fact, he's just bring a prick, simple as that.
My facilitator today has done her Honors And she's only 25. She only did one year in a Singapore Uni and one year in the UK. Whoop! Smart.
And the time you said that this is forever..
Saturday, May 6
Four more days!
And my class's so cute. We're having pizza. We ordered Macs today. Yaay! Goodnight!
VOTE OPPOSITION! Simply cause PAP has too many supporters. (:
And the time you said that this is forever..
Thursday, May 4
I have an extremely limited vocabulary. :(
And the time you said that this is forever..
Monday, May 1
I have the beginnings of a headache so I'm gonna make this quick.
Saturday's gig was fantasic. A Vacant Affair Electrico Westgrand Boulevard Surreal And one more band who's name I can't remember.
Local bands with awesome local songs. -Jumpjumpjump- Got home pretty late. I took the lrt.. But it was going the other way. So I ended up taking it one big round. -Yawn-
