Faded,
Away like the color in a blue sky
At the end of the day
Night falls, and the search begins
For something, something better than this
Scream or a cry the truth or a lie
I'm not sure they will save us this time
I don't wanna be around
When it all comes down to watch something beautiful die
You said the only way is to run away
You're sick of me so you just can't
Stick around to hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
I just cant stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you
Helpless cus my hands are tied
Eyelids pinned back so they're opened wide
In a theater, all alone
In the front row, to watch something beautiful die
Scream or a cry the truth or a lie
I'm not sure they will save us this time
I don't wanna be around
When it all comes down to watch something beautiful die
You say the only way is to run away
Sick of me so you just cant stick around
To hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
Just can't stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you
What happened to
The things that we used to do
You said its all the same
And that you needed a change
You left without good-bye
And now I'm wonderin why
I don't think I wanna know
All the things he does better
How the past just doesn't matter
You left me once, this time will be the last time
You say the only way is to run away
Sick of me so you just cant stick aournd
To hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
Just can't stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you
Look for the feeling that we lost
Where'd you have it last
Maybe if we retrace our steps
But we can't find the path
That led us here to where we stand
Face to face to watch this bitter end
Now something beautiful is dead
If you ever asked, "What would you give?" "Everything." would be my reply.
And the time you said that this is forever..
Thursday, July 27
Yesterday, Met up with the HRSS forum members for dinner. tickles(bernice), egstring(kim), hershey(ms chocolate loh/trifny), furryc(jackie), eneri(irene), eneri's housemate(dunno her name), veronchia(veron), sanz(sanz) and paare(angie). All of them are older than I am so I kept pretty quiet. You know how first meetings are for me. Plus, they're all working adults. They all thought that I'd be more wild rather than quiet. Sizzler's food was pretty ok. Stayed till 9+ then took 163 home. It was suprisingly fast.. About 45minutes. Dozed off a bit along the way. Came home and watched Project Runway. Oh! I know who won! Chole Dao! Not bad eh? And Asian winning. (:
Today, was pretty ridiculous.
We had lab today which meant covered shoes and lab coats. Tested water samples and saw bacteria under the microscope. After school was when the fun started.
It was raining fucking heavily. We chanced upon Dr Tan in the lift so we persuaded her to drive us to Woodlands MRT in her little mini car. Shikin, Maya, Mirah, Fiona and I. And she dropped us opposite the station where there was no shelter. Hahaha I was the first one out of the car and I stepped into a huge.. glob of rainwater. Looking left and right, there wasn't anyplace to take shelter from the rain. The rain was so heavy that I could hardly open my eyes. We ended up taking shelter behind one of the pillers that help up the mrt tracks. Shikin's laptop fell into the huge glob.. But thankfully its up and running. From the piller, we had to run, fully exposed to the drenching rain, across to road to safety. It was freezing when Maya and I got on the 161. Just when we were gonna get on the highway, two cars at the mouth of the highway(in front of us) stalled. So noone could get on the highway! We were delayed for about 30minutes to an hour waiting for the towtruck and traffic police to clear the way. Bloody funny. The rest of the journey was uneventful cause I had a really good nap on the bus.
Till next time. (:
And the time you said that this is forever..
Tuesday, July 25
Happy Birthday My Babies!
Pirates was good.
Congrats Feli! Go for it Lena!
Oh, and by the way Can you feel extremely happy, excrutiatingly heartbroken at the same time? When will it be my turn I wonder.
And the time you said that this is forever..
Friday, July 21
Meeting Sze, Lena, Ant and hopefully Feli later on at the airport. Can't wait. It's been months since I last met them So we're gonna play Sze's favourite game, catch up.
Woody and Landy are back with us. Dad seriously is thinking about adopting them. The adoption forms came last night and we really have to decide now. However, I'm against the adoption. Cause I don't want to see my babies grow old and sickly and finally pass away. I don't think that I will be able to take it. Like my grandma, she's still hanging on But the pain's getting worse and she can't eat pretty much at all. Man I don't think I can stand to see any of my babies like that in future. Fostering is best.
Its Racial Harmony Day today. So I celebrated by smacking Maya when I feel like it. Hahaha How harmonious is that? lol Applied Chemistry test later on after school. Think I'm gonna flunk it. I still suck at Chemistry. Well, I admit that I haven't exactally gotten down and mugged for Chem. But what the heck, Its only another 4 weeks, then we'll be changing classes and modules.
Speaking of classes, We just had our W35N bbq/chalet this week. Tuesday - Wednesday to be exact. Although my headphones got lost somewhere along the way, it was still pretty fun. I kana-ed the worst lucky draw. I had to pour a red packet of flour over my head. Had flour in my ears and hair and on my shirt after. Madness. For next one, we'll do more planning beforehand.
HRSS AGM(Annual General Meeting) tmr at Sengkang CC I may be taking on the responsibility of Fostering Officer. Which means I have less time to Maple and all that stuff. =/
Have a safe flight and trip Janice. Catch you when you get back. (:
And the time you said that this is forever..
Monday, July 10
Biochemistry today. B-o-r-ing. And I have a Biochem test later.
Anyway, My babies Woody and Landy came home on Saturday. They looked so different. Their fur was all dark like they had a suntan and their eyes were all droopy and sleepy. Woody didn't recognise me at all and even wanted to bite me. I was really sad man.
Watched the World Cup Finals with dad early this morning. Had about 2 hours of sleep. Then let the little girls out for an early morning run. I had an apple so the greedy pigs jumped onto the sofa to beg for food. (: Gave them some. After the match when I put them back, Woody licked me! <3 man! My baby is back! Hahaha..
Its such a pity that Zidane lost his cool. My friends and I think that he was probably verbally provoked or something. Oh well, congratulations to Italy.
Looking forward to Friday! Gonna buy me an England jersey! Whieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
And the time you said that this is forever..
Thursday, July 6
JOANNA KWOK BITBIT! THIS TEMPLATE IS NICE OK??? Hahaahaha
Anyway, I've been back to school for a few weeks now. It's been ok. Still struggling with Chem and all. Can't get hold of Ganma to make her teach me.. :(
What's up with the World Cup this year ah? England out. Brazil out. Germany not in the finals. Thank god France didn't let everyone down. And thank god Portugal have to settle for 3rd or 4th place. Hehheh.. I'm gonna buy me an England jersey after the Cup. Cause its cheaper. And maybe an England bag. o.o Sweet.
This song is soooo nice.
Dishwalla - Every Little Thing
Let me in to see you in the morning light to get me on and all along the tears they come see all come I want you to believe in life but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away will you find out who you are too late to change? I wish I could be every little thing you wanted all the time I wish I could be every little thing you wanted all the time some times
lift me up just lift me up don't make a sound and let me hold you up before you hit the Ground see all come you say your all right but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away- you've gone away and will you find out who you are too late to change?
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted all the time I wish I could be every little thing you wanted all the time some times
Don't give me up don't give me up tonight or soon nothing will be right at all salvation will you find out who you are too late to change?
