a farewell to a friend

Cauterize - Something Beautiful

Faded,
Away like the color in a blue sky
At the end of the day
Night falls, and the search begins
For something, something better than this

Scream or a cry the truth or a lie
I'm not sure they will save us this time
I don't wanna be around
When it all comes down to watch something beautiful die

You said the only way is to run away
You're sick of me so you just can't
Stick around to hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
I just cant stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you

Helpless cus my hands are tied
Eyelids pinned back so they're opened wide
In a theater, all alone
In the front row, to watch something beautiful die

Scream or a cry the truth or a lie
I'm not sure they will save us this time
I don't wanna be around
When it all comes down to watch something beautiful die

You say the only way is to run away
Sick of me so you just cant stick around
To hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
Just can't stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you

What happened to
The things that we used to do
You said its all the same
And that you needed a change
You left without good-bye
And now I'm wonderin why

I don't think I wanna know
All the things he does better
How the past just doesn't matter
You left me once, this time will be the last time

You say the only way is to run away
Sick of me so you just cant stick aournd
To hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
Just can't stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you

Look for the feeling that we lost
Where'd you have it last
Maybe if we retrace our steps
But we can't find the path
That led us here to where we stand
Face to face to watch this bitter end
Now something beautiful is dead

Thursday, September 28

Tomorrow's Friday!!

Having presentations now.
I so don't get what's being discussed.
HRSS event this Sat and Sun at Taka.
Someone go out with me so I don't have to stay there the entire day?

Like Lena said,
"For someone nice",
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

And the time you said that this is forever..

Monday, September 25

www.jumzd.blogspot.com
How dare he flame the IJ name.
Read and get angry people.

Its 8.38am on the third day of school on a Monday.
Mmm the facilitator just came in.
Nadzim's trying to get people to vote for Hady now.
Sucha racist fellow. (:
So bloody sleepy.
Anatomy & Physiology today.
I hope more Bio Bio.
Ahhh..
Sleepy.

I'm missin' my sunshine. =/
Have to wait till Friday evening.

And the time you said that this is forever..

Friday, September 22

Is this really happening to me
Or am I still asleep
Are you just a figment
Of my, imagination

Could this be real,
Or is it just a fantasy
Its been so long
That I have tell you this

I've been waiting for so long
For you to come and be with me
Now, I say I'll be true to you
And to the one who gave you to me

I've been waiting for so long
For you to come and be with me
Now, I say I'll be true to you
And to the one who gave you to me

And the time you said that this is forever..

Thursday, September 21

lol.
I just screwed up my first presentation of Semester 2.
Study char.
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And the time you said that this is forever..

Tuesday, September 19

Its nice to have someone nice la. (:

And the time you said that this is forever..

Friday, September 8

Help stop this sonofabitch.

http://www.petitiononline.com/killer75/petition.html

And the time you said that this is forever..

I'm gonna find someplace to put this, but for now in case I forget:

WISHLIST
1. that Atticus belt from Far East
2. those Vans
3. that perfume spray thingy from Body Shop
4. that hair wax from my gardens hairdresser
5. a haircut
6. those Atticus 3-quarts from Far East
7. a new MP3; this one's too big a bulky
8. local band CDs
9. new jeans
10. a new bag
11. more shirts/t-shirts
12. a nice new hat would be good too

If only I could get those 12 things with the $70 I have for this month. ><"

And the time you said that this is forever..

Wednesday, September 6

Mum says, " Charm ah! Why you rescue such a dirty rabbit one! (To Ink:) So dirty, later you get thrown away then you know."

Ever felt unappreciated?
Ever wondered why you put in so much effort but get nothing in return?
Ever questioned what your actions and good thoughts are for?
I do.
I wonder what the point in all this is for.
I'm tired of trying.
Even though you say you care,
I feel that you don't really do.
It doesn't matter anymore.
Say goodbye to my Mr Nice Guy. Cause he's leaving.

stings when i see all the ways that you
took me for granted and told me its through
picked from my pockets and smiled
empty is nothing and nothing is you
i think i'll just sit for awhile

And the time you said that this is forever..

Saturday, September 2

The bbq was fun.
Managed to meet a whole bunch of online people.
Fiona, Kang, Bao, David etc.
Food wasn't that tasty but the company was superb.
Laughed a lot, chatted a lot.
Hahaha.
Bao is an asshole.

Can't wait for Sunday!

And the time you said that this is forever..