Thursday, November 30
My greatgrandma passed away earlier this week.
Yet another wake, another cremation, another death, another soul lost.
At least my cousins and I get to catch up.
Yeah they're always nice to have around.
Its hard to live your life to the fullest when all you do is think about the past.
Been friggin emo these few days.
Over God knows what.
I hope He tells me, cause I haven't got a clue.
I thought walking would help but it didn't.
Just blank walked.
Maybe I'll try again another time.
Ought to get out and exercise more.
Kick some ass around the court.
Holidays in 6 days.
sunglasses for your eyes,
shades for your soul.
cover up the scars, since
there's noone there to hold,
you.
Saturday, November 25
Hold on to the memories,
Cause in the end they're all you'll have left.
Don't worry,
I'll never forget you.
(:
Busted - Everything I Knew
Everything I knew, just went out the window,
Now I can't depend on you forever.
And I never thought I'd see my life walk away from me,
I thought we'd always be together.
No I shouldn't have to pay for every word I say,
And I wish I could change your decision,
Now you know that I've tried to tell you what it's like,
But you just wouldn't listen.
Lets go back, lets rewind to the days,
That remind me of all the good times,
That we spent together.
And I don't know why we just let it all slide,
When we both knew inside we were right for each other,
I don't know what to do,
Cos you're everything that I knew.
Everyday's the same its like tomorrow never came,
We used to talk about whatever.
The seasons never changed,
We never used to act our age,
Everytime we were together.
No I shouldn't have to pay for every word I say,
And I wish I could change your decision,
Now you know that I've tried to tell you what its like,
But you just wouldn't listen.
Lets go back, lets rewind to the days,
That remind me of all the good times,
That we spent together.
And I don't know why we just let it all slide,
When we both knew inside we were right for each other,
I don't know what to do,
Cos you're everything that I knew.
How can you just walk out of my life,
Without even giving a reason,
And how can you look so good,
The day I watched you leave me.
Lets go back, lets rewind to the days,
That remind me of all the good times,
That we spent together,
And I don't know why we just let it all slide.
When we both knew inside we were right for each other,
Lets go back, lets rewind to the days,
That remind me of all the good times,
That we spent together,
And I don't know why we just let it all slide,
When we both knew inside we were right for each other,
I don't know what to do,
Cos you're everything that I knew.
Thursday, November 23
Damn you valen for sending me such old songs!
"Could you love a boy like me like me
Tell me could you love a boy like me"
-Does the hand movements along with the video-
Wednesday, November 22
I'm back on maple after I saw my idol altwtips.
So much for boycotting.
Damn Wiznet for making such an addictive game.
Tuesday, November 21
I am happy.
I have just had Ben&Jerry's Cookie Dough!
Yummers.
I'm just back from a self-declared one week long holiday and my life and school's a mess.
So I decided that I need some time away from maple.
Four days to be exact.
But my evenings still seem so full of plans.
Roar!
Water broken voice
Saturates a microphone
Into a receiver with no tongue
Offering little to what it knows
Saturday, November 18
Today is not better.
Tomorrow will be worse.
Crap.
All eyes off me
No more pathetic memories
Friday, November 17
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRETZBELLE!!!
Don't be so emo anymore okay? People love you. (:
Faster tell us when to have dinner with you?
So many things are happening today
One-two-oh later I hope.
But its so fucking laggy now.
Met PiakPiak last night.
Hope that will end the ks/looting/leeching.
:(
Pwned the ahmah boss the night before!
Muahahaha.. So happy.
I think tomorrow, will be better.
One day.
Monday, November 13
Holy shit,
I'm becoming an emo kia all over again!
-Gasps-
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbyes
I nearly do
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you can not hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Sunday, November 12
That was it.
My reaction was the way I predicted you'd react.
I watched the sun rise this morning.
Little things like these go unappreciated sometimes.
Its getting colder.
Take care.
Breaking Benjamin - Rain
Take a photograph, it'll be the last
Not a dollar or a crowd could ever keep me here
I don't have a past, I just have a chance
Not a family or honest plea remains to say
Rain rain go away, come again another day
All the world is waiting for the sun
Is it you I want, or just the notion of
Your heart to wrap around so I can find my way around
Safe to say from here, you're getting closer now
We are never sad cause we are not allowed to be
Rain rain go away, come again another day
All the world is waiting for the sun
Rain rain go away, come again another day
All the world is waiting for the sun
To lie here under you is all that I could ever do
To lie here under you is all
To lie here under you is all that I could ever do
To lie here under you is all
Rain rain go away, come again another day
All the world is waiting for the sun
Rain rain go away, come again another day
All the world is waiting for the sun
All the world is waiting for the sun
All the world is waiting for the sun
Saturday, November 11
Its raining now.
I feel so sad.
Maybe it was the emo music brought over from last night.
I wonder if it will rain like this next week.
I hope you will make the sun shine.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABOON!!
You have joined the ranks of the 18-year-olds!
And I saw you just now! (:
Its 1.43 in the am and I'm still awake.
I've a ton of work that's piled up over the week.
Flunked Recombinant DNA today.
Have yet to get started on homework.
Not to mention laundry, mopping the floors, folding the clothes, grooming the rabbits and my HRSS stuff.
Being alone at home's fun for awhile.
Then it just gets so lucking fonely.
The evening was pretty alright.
A little dull if I may say so, but fun nonetheless.
Ant, Jan, Lena.
Cigs, Beer, TaiDi, Hangman.
Try to guess the anwers.
This was the hardest one of all.
Eternally, the sun has set to mourning
And contoured are the backgrounds
On the canvas to which our lives are painted
Thursday, November 9
I wish I could stop time,
So we'd stay right where we are.
Eight days to D-day.
Thoughts of the ninth day chill me.
Monday, November 6
I'm updating this.
And I got a new tagboard. Yaay.
Had a shitasscrap weekend.
My laptop died on me on Thursday night.
Nadzim went with me to the Fugitsu service centre after school on Friday.
I owe him dinner.
They said I could collect in two to three days.
Called them on Sunday at 5+.
They called me back at 6 to say I could collect.
I was in Bukit Batok and mum said "Save money" so I took two buses to town, then had to walk to Funan from CHIJMES.
I got there and 7.10pm and guess what,
"I'm so sorry, we're closed. We close at 7."
What. The. Fuck.
Skipped school today.
The morning was good.
Went down yet again to Funan to get my laptop.
It was working fine till I got home.
Black screen now.
So I went back down.
The guy was nice, Adrian.
He was the one who fixed my fan and he got this new problem done in half an hour.
Fully functional laptop now.
(:
Just in time for Immuno UT tmr.
For which I've yet to study for.
Chatting with Anthea, Feli, Janice and Lena on msn.
Miss those people. (ant says, "char can't shoot well")
They keep me awake too.
But they always laugh at me. :(
Extract:
feli - Passion and Warfare. says:
vivo city is a madhouse
ifs and maybes. says:
vivo city
ifs and maybes. says:
lol
a movie script ending. says:
why mad house
ifs and maybes. says:
alot of mad people in one house?
lena. says:
...
ant ; says:
lawl!
feli - Passion and Warfare. says:
why, yes char!
ant ; says:
no
ant ; says:
cos sometimes the house goes crazy
(continued)
feli - Passion and Warfare. says:
*koff. and i'm seeeek. =(
lena. says:
awwww
a movie script ending. says:
brb
lena. says:
go see doctor! and take medicine! and lim water!
ant ; says:
cannot cut hair
ifs and maybes. says:
lim water
ifs and maybes. says:
water from lim
feli - Passion and Warfare. says:
must ask sze
lena. says:
hahaha
lena. says:
das roight!
ifs and maybes. says:
HAHA
ant ; says:
cannot cut hair if seeek!
feli - Passion and Warfare. says:
HAHHAOMGGGGGGGGGGGAWDS
lena. says:
why cannots!
feli - Passion and Warfare. says:
eh why cannot cut hair!
ant ; says:
cos if you were a guy, you have to wear turbann
ant ; says:
seeek
feli - Passion and Warfare. says:
aaaaand??
lena. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA THE FUCK
feli - Passion and Warfare. says:
oh
feli - Passion and Warfare. says:
my
feli - Passion and Warfare. says:
god
ant ; says:
sikh
(and more)
ant ; says:
so friday how ?
ifs and maybes. says:
no idea
ifs and maybes. says:
we always talk but never get anything planned
ant ; says:
ahaha
ant ; says:
yeah
lena. says:
lol
lena. says:
NATO!