Cauterize - Something Beautiful
Faded,
Away like the color in a blue sky
At the end of the day
Night falls, and the search begins
For something, something better than this
Scream or a cry the truth or a lie
I'm not sure they will save us this time
I don't wanna be around
When it all comes down to watch something beautiful die
You said the only way is to run away
You're sick of me so you just can't
Stick around to hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
I just cant stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you
Helpless cus my hands are tied
Eyelids pinned back so they're opened wide
In a theater, all alone
In the front row, to watch something beautiful die
Scream or a cry the truth or a lie
I'm not sure they will save us this time
I don't wanna be around
When it all comes down to watch something beautiful die
You say the only way is to run away
Sick of me so you just cant stick around
To hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
Just can't stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you
What happened to
The things that we used to do
You said its all the same
And that you needed a change
You left without good-bye
And now I'm wonderin why
I don't think I wanna know
All the things he does better
How the past just doesn't matter
You left me once, this time will be the last time
You say the only way is to run away
Sick of me so you just cant stick aournd
To hear me pleadin, I'm pleadin
Does it show, I'm pathetic I know
Just can't stand here watch you go
I'm runnin after you, I'm runnin after you
Look for the feeling that we lost
Where'd you have it last
Maybe if we retrace our steps
But we can't find the path
That led us here to where we stand
Face to face to watch this bitter end
Now something beautiful is dead
Who are you, this person that I see?
Who are you, this person who stands across from me?
You're not the one who tries, though you know you can't win,
You're not the one who'd sacrifice, anything for a kin.
You're not the one who'd out of the blue,
Would whisper to me, "Hello there, I love you."
You're not the one who'd come home late at night,
Though tired and beat, would come, just to see the light
That shines above both our heads,
As well as in our hearts, but now instead,
You've changed, though I don't know how and why,
Or even if you still love me, don't deny,
That you never used to act this way,
Regardless of however bad your day,
No matter what we were going through,
You had always spared a thought for me, and you.
I've been trying, but can't seem to figure out,
If this is all cause you're having doubts,
Or perhaps feeling some sort of regret,
Or a lost love that you just can't forget.
But no matter what's going to happen after this,
I want you to know that if I had just one wish,
I'd wish us back to the way we were,
Back then, before everything became a blur.
Now I'm just lost, and so alone,
Waiting for you, to come take me home.
Baby, I truly still love you with all my heart,
And I pray, we'll fix whatever's keeping us apart.
Till time comes or till time ends,
You'll be my sweetheart, my love, my friend.
So tell me, who are you now, this person that I see?
Cause I'm so afraid you're the one who'll walk away from me.
Its been 2 months since our union. But it doesn't seem to matter to you. Maybe you're right, I shouldn't try, cause I know I can't be who you want me to be. I can't be the one who doesn't give a damn.
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